15. Out of Anger

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At his home

Billy shut his eyes as he stood infront of the mirror breathing heavily and took deep breaths. "Fuck- CALM THE FUCK DOWN!" He screamed at himself. He then began crying. "Come on, come on..." he slapped his face roughly. He realized he couldn't stop crying at all. He held his hand to his heart as he cried. "No, don't do this to me..." he cried. "Don't, don't, don't...please, I love you." He paced around his bathroom. "She hates me, she hates me, she hates me- BUT I FUCKING LOVE HER!" He screamed.

"Get lost, get lost, please, get the fuck lost..." he cried hard as he slapped his head wanting the negative thoughts to leave. "She loves me, she loves me, oh God, she loves me..." he began breathing heavily as he held his heart and smacked his head some more. He couldn't stop gasping for air as he cried and he got so pissed. "I SAID, CALM THE FUCK DOWN!" He then punched his mirror completely shattering it cutting his hand and blood immediately rushed out. "FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!" He screamed before stomping on the glass in anger.

"SHE'S MINE!!!!! FUCK!!!!!!!!" He screamed out before crying some more. "But when...? I really, really want her." He then looked down at a broken glass shard and he could see his reflection. He couldn't help but to let out a chuckle as the blood dripped rapidly from his hand. "You wanna go see Sidney?- alright...I'll be there, baby. I WILL be there." He chuckled again before crying some more. "But will you love me when I kill her? Hm?" He tilted his head back before staring at his blood dripping hand. "I can get rid of them all...anyone you want. Say their name, and poof...they'll be gone. All...for...you." He tapped the air before laughing to himself.

"I love you, I love you, I love...you..." he began saying to himself as if he was talking to you. "Oh, Y/n, I loveeeee you..." he began singing a bit as he rinsed the blood off his hand. "I love you, do you love me? Come on...say it. Don't hide it cuz of them...just tell me. It's all about us." He shook the water off his hand before grabbing proxide out from under the sink and twisted off the cap and poured a shit ton on his hand.

It burned so bad making him yell out in anger and pain. "FUCKING DAMMIT, SAY YOU LOVE ME RIGHT NOW!!!!" He screamed to himself as he kicked the sink cabinet making a hole in it. He watched the bubbles on his hand fizz and he tilted his head as he watched. He just wrapped toilet paper around the cuts and tucked it in. "Look, I did this for you..." he showed his hand in the air as he laughed through his tears. He sat down on the toilet in the mess of glass shards all over the floor and he couldn't help but to cry hard.

Later on, 9 PM

"You look like shit." Stu said to Billy as they walked to Sidney's house. "Don't care." Was all he said. "Ey, what's up your ass? I did what you asked me to, I forced Tatum to postpone a hangout with Y/n." Stu asked with a goofy grin. "Good, NOW I WANNA KILL MISS WHORE!" He screamed, startling Stu. "Yeah, we're off to do that right now, aren't we?!-" "JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP! IF YOU DON'T KILL HER TONIGHT, I SWEAR ON MY LIFE, I'LL BURN YOUR GODDAMM FACE OFF!" He screamed. Stu looked at him scaredly before turning away with horror in his eyes.

"Y/n has really gotten to you..." Stu said. "I don't give a flying fuck...go cry about it." Billy shook his head as he kept walking. Stu just stared at him in horror as he also shook his head.

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