Judy
I missed first class, I managed to catch up with my second class, now classes were over for me and of course Andre too, he hadn't said anything to me since.
We got out of class and walked outside, just around the corner we saw Sam and Jordan sitting, apparently they didn't have any class either so we went towards them.
We got to them and I sighed out, this will be the first time I'd be seeing Jordan since last night, after we had sex and he left.
"Hi guys" I muttered sitting down and so did Andre
"The missing princess is finally here" Sam muttered making me laugh
"Very funny Sam" I snorted, my eyes landed on Jordan and he's not looking at me, I quickly look away before he catches me staring.
"Where's Adrianna"? I asked
"She's with Kayla, apparently they're taking some courses together" Sam tells me, Jordan still hasn't said anything and so is Andre, and it's getting to my nerves.
"Okay I hate this, what's wrong"? I whisper to Andre, he just looks at me and shrug making me roll my eyes.
"Don't give me that, you've been quiet all morning, what is it"? I ask and he just sigh out before facing me
"Where were you last night"? He asked making me look up at Jordan, memories from last night flashing through my mind, I look away back at Andre
"I went to take a stroll, I thought I texted you" I said and he scoffed
"Judy I kept calling you and you didn't pick up, I went to your dorm room and you weren't there" he whispered, before looking around
"I wanted to be alone" I said looking away
"Judy I was fucking worried about you, I thought something had happened to you" he whispered and I sighed out
"I'm sorry if I got you worried, I just really needed to be alone for a while"
"Are you okay now"? He asked and I nodded before smiling at him
"Good as new" I said, looking up my eyes come in contact with Jordan's and I quickly look away swallowing hard.
I have a feeling things are gonna be fucking awkward between us now.
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"How many is that"? Sam asks and u quickly count it
"It's six, it's not enough, it doesn't even work as effective as it should" I say looking at him and he just sighs out
"Well that's all we got for now, Let's just hope Jordan comes back on time with something" he says making my heart skip a beat on hearing his name.
He still hasn't said anything to me since that night, we've both basically avoided each other
"Oh okay" I mutter and he just looks up at me
"What's up with you guys anyway"? He asks making me widen my eyes
"What, what... What do you mean"? I ask getting nervous, does he know??
"I mean, ever since that night y'all went ballistic on each other, you've both been acting weird, I think it's high time you both apologize to each other and just bury the hatchet, it's been years" he says seriously, Sam is hardly ever serious, but when he is then you know he actually means it
"I'm not the problem here, Jordan is" I say looking away
"You both are just acting immature, Jordan says you're the problem and here you are saying Jordan is the problem" he chuckles out
I roll my eyes, I'm about to say something when the door opens up and Jordan walks in, he's putting on a blue long sleeve sweatshirt and black and white cargo pants.
His eyes meet mine momentarily before he looks away.
"Speak of the devil" Sam mutters "Jordan please tell me you brought something"? He asks.
"I did, it's not much but I did" he muttered before plopping down on the bed taking off his backpack.
"Oh thank God, because these shit aren't gonna do shit today, it's just six wraps and we need more than that" Sam breathes out "Now we just have to wait for Adrianna and Andre"
They're both not around, Adrianna went out with Kayla, they've been hanging out a lot lately, Andre went somewhere, I dunno, he didn't say
The whole room is silent now, Jordan's already working in the powder while Sam and I are just sitting down not doing anything.
"Okay, what's wrong with the both of you"? He asks looking at us and I just look at him, I can feel Jordan's stare on me but I don't look at him.
"What"? I whisper out
"You guys are so tense around each other it's actually messing with my head, I mean I know words were said that day but just apologise to each other, Jesus" he rasps out
Jordan just goes back to doing his work, making Sam roll his eyes
"You know what I think both of you need? I think you both need to fuck each other and just get this over with" he says making me almost choke on my spit
"Stop spewing rubbish Sam" Jordan mutters and I just look at him briefly, he's not looking at me
"What? Both of you know you want it to happen" he says and Jordan just scoffs.
"I told you Sam, I'm not like you, I don't go around fucking anyone with a pussy" he says making me look at him, his eyes are on his work.
Unbelievable
I just scoff before getting up and walking out of the room.
I'm not supposed to feel hurt but I am.
I mean we're not exclusive or even anything but at least we had sex, the least he can do is respect that.
I guess he's always been a bitch, Why am I surprised.
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"What are you smiling at"? I ask as she quickly puts her phone away
"Nothing" she mutters looking at me and I just roll my eyes
"Adrianna, you can't lie to me" I tell her and her eyes widen
"Are you inside my head"? She asks and I just shrug
"Stop it Judy" she says sternly and I just burst out laughing
"I'm just kidding, I'm not in your head, I can't control that part of me so I never use it, you know that" I say and she visibly relaxes
"It seems you have something you don't want me to know about, so who is he"? I ask with a smirk
"What? There's no he" she mutters looking down at her feet
"Oh my God, there is a he" I gasp out "who is it"? I ask
"There's no one and even if there is I'm not telling you, at least not yet" she whispers making me smile
"I know you definitely will tell me, Jesus he's even making you blush, I bet the sex is that good" I tease
"Stop it" she says glaring and I just laugh the more, we get to end of the stairs and we both stop
"Don't tell anyone about it, I will tell you guys when I'm ready, okay" she says and I nod zipping my lips
"My lips are sealed" I whisper and she smiles
"I'll see you tomorrow Adrianna" I say before parting ways with her towards my dorm room.
I open the door and walk in
I sigh out the moment I turn the lights on
Just great, Just what I needed.
Sorry for the late update guys
It's been crazy over here with work and movies 😁😁😁
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