Judy
Jordan opened the door and helped me inside, we both haven't said anything to each other since we both left the party
He was no longer Jordan, the guy but the girl, he turned on the way to my room, Andre has been texting me back to back but I haven't been able to reply, he didn't even know I went to the party, none of them knew.
I walked into the room and went straight to my bed, I sat on it with a heavy sigh, Jordan just stood looking at me, ever since freshmen year in high school, this will be the first time I'll be with this side of Jordan alone and it is fucking awkward.
I mean we've had sex before but not this part of him, even though both parts are still him.
He bent down in front of me and took my hand in his examining my elbow
"Does it hurt"? He whispered and I just shook my head
"You should have let me kill him" he muttered
"And then what huh? Why were you even there"? I asked and he looked away
"I followed you, I heard you guys talking at school" he muttered making me scoff lightly
"So what? You're listening in on my conversations now"? I ask and his eyes meet mine in a hard stare
"I just saved your ass back there" he spat, something's telling this part of Jordan has anger issues
"Well maybe you shouldn't have, where's your boyfriend by the way, did you ask for his permission before following me, I'm surprised he even let you come" I snap and he just scoffed
"Is that what this is about? Jack"? He asked and I just sigh out before standing up and walking towards my closet and bringing out my pajamas.
"Judy" he called calmly and I just ignored him, he got up and walked towards me before turning me around, I looked at him because right now we're the same height, female Jordan is not that tall.
He cupped my face and kissed me gently, I wrapped my hands around him and pulled him closer, his tongue entered inside my mouth and his hand went down on my ass and squeezed, they could barely fit because his hands were now smaller than usual.
He took my hand and placed it on his breast, that's when it became weird for me, I quickly stopped.
"Stop, I can't do this, not like this" I muttered and he looked at me with confusion.
"What's wrong"? He asked and I just shook my head walking back to the bed and sitting down on it
"I can't, not with you looking like this" I whispered.
"And what's wrong with how I look"? He asked sounding a bit angry
"You're the girl Jack fucks almost everyday, I can't let you have sex with me looking like that knowing the things you might have done with him" I muttered looking away.
"Why does it sound like you're suddenly jealous"? He asked and I just sigh out.
"Maybe I am, okay, maybe I want more than just being a secret, I mean what are we even doing Jordan"? I ask before looking back at him "one minute we hate each other and the next we're tearing each other's clothes off, is this supposed to be some kind of relationship, are we even going to tell our friends about it someday"? I whisper and he just scoffs
"Relationship? Judy this isn't a relationship, we're having sex yes, but that doesn't mean I like you or we're playing boyfriend and girlfriend now" he says making me scrunch my brows
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Selfish Love
RomanceCollege life of Five students isn't all that it seems. To ordinary people they're just your regular college students battling with the struggles of college life. But to them, it's more than that. They have to go to college, live to impress their par...
