Chapter 44

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Judy

I froze
I couldn't move or do anything, I completely froze, with my mouth hanging open.
I stared at him as his eyes moved between Jordan and I

The air was suddenly tense and hot, Jordan didn't say anything either.
All three of us just stood in silence, each with different thoughts going through our minds.

But what I so badly wanted to know was what was going through his mind, what was he thinking right now.

"What the hell is going on here"? He asked his lips titling up one the side like he was about to smile but nothing about what he just witnessed was smile worthy.

I swallowed and used my tongue to graze the upper part of my lip
What was I going to say?
I was breathing hard and my mind was in so many places at the same time

"Jordan what's going on here, Judy"? He asked moving his eyes from Jordan to me

I took a shaky breath and took a step forward.
"I can't explain, it's not what you think" I whispered and he scoffed before his eyes landed on me, he bit his inner cheek

"Well then explain, and please tell me I didn't just walk in on both of you kissing"? He asked lowly

"I.....I.. uh.... I....." I couldn't even form complete words or sentences.
He ran his hands through his face and breathe out

"Oh my God" he whispered, before his eyes landed on me again, I could see the pain in his eyes and it was killing me inside.
"How long"? He asked swallowing hard, I could tell he was trying to hold himself from exploding with anger

"Andre I....." He cut me off sharp with his voice

"How long has this been going on Judy"? He gritted out and I shut my eyes and took a shaky breath

"Andre can you just......" he cut Jordan off with venom lacing his voice

"Shut the hell up Jordan, I wasn't talking to you" he said glaring at him hard "God I can't believe you would do this to me" he said his voice getting shaky

I could feel the tears already building up in the pit of my throat, I swallowed and blinked several times

"You've been having sex with Judy behind my back? Both of you" he whispered pointing at the both of us "oh my God" he took a deep breath and tried to calm himself

"Andre" I whispered trying to get to him but he put his hands up stopping me

"Don't even come close to me Judy, just don't" he snapped making me flinch back
"How long have you been letting him fuck you"? He asked with venom and I swallowed and shut my eyes
"How long"!!! He yelled making me flinch back

"Look Andre you need to chill" Jordan muttered calmly and Andre just glared at him

"Don't fucking tell me to call down" he spat "Jordan you've been fucking my girlfriend behind my back"

"I never intended to, I just....." Andre cut him off and I could see his jaw clench.

"Oh save it Jordan, what am i? 2? You never intended to but you did" he gritted out with anger, he bit his lips and took a huge breath.

"I had her way before you started dating her" he muttered making me gasp and look at him, what the hell is he doing

"Jordan"

"What"?

Andre and I said at the same time.
What the hell is he trying to do?  He's not helping but doing this.

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