Judy
"Oh God, this is bad, you both can't be here, how did you get in here" I rushed out looking between both of them, Andre visibly swallowed, he didn't say anything, Jordan was the first speak up
"Judy, you need to wake up" he whispered and I just scrunch my brows together
"No" I snap and both of them visibly looked shocked
"What do you mean no"? Jordan asked
"I mean no, I don't have to, actually I don't want to, both of you need to leave now" I muttered looking at them, my gaze lingering on Andre
"Judy if you don't wake up, you're going to die and we might too, we came here to wake you up, you have to wake up and you have to do it fast" Jordan explained
"I said no, I'm not waking up, and both of you need to get out of here" I whisper yell at both of them
"You knew" Andre muttered looking at me with a strange emotion
"You knew if you pushed too much you'd go into shock and yet you did" he muttered and I sighed before nodding my head.
"Yes I did, and I'm not waking up, I don't want to, just leave me here and go" I muttered looking away from both of them
"So that's it, you wanna kill yourself"? Jordan asked and I snapped my gaze to him
"I don't think that's any of your business Jordan, why did you even come here, why did you let him come"? I ask turning to face Andre and he just shrugged
"He was very persuasive and stubborn" he muttered making me shake my head
"Judy, you can't die, not like this" Jordan whispered taking a step towards me
"I don't think that's your choice to make, it's mine and I already made it, you can't change my mind" I muttered
"Judy, I can't let you do this" Andre mutttered looking at me intensely
"You can't stop me" I whispered before turning around and walking out, but Andre's voice stops me
"So that's it? You're just gonna walk away from us, walk away from me"? He asked and I stop but I don't turn around "what happened to wanting a second chance? You're just gonna take the easy way out huh"? He asks and I just turn to look at him, my gaze very sharp
"Nothing about doing this easy" I grit out and he takes a step towards me
"Then don't do it, don't end it like this, we still need you, Judy I still need you" he whispers taking another step towards me
"No you don't, I hurt you, you should hate me" I muttered swallowing hard
"I need you Judy, and I don't hate you, I can never hate you Judy, no matter what you did" he whispered stopping in front of me "you said you wanted my forgiveness, you have to earn it Judy, you have to live to earn and you have to wake up for that" he muttered before taking both of my hands in his, his gaze soft on me "I can't loose you again, I can't" he whispered making me swallow hard before shutting my eyes.
I felt myself being lifted off the ground, before my eyes opened and I got up breathing hard and gasping for air
Adrianna quickly gives me a glass of water and I gulp it down before my body begins to relax and I realize I'm back in the real world, in my room with Sam, Adrianna, Jordan and .... He's not here.
I mean he was when we were in my head, but he's not here now.
I look around but no sign of him
"Oh God I thought I'd lost you" Adrianna whispered hugging me tight.
I just chuckle and wrap my hands around her
"You can't get rid of me that easy" I muttered before my eyes found Sam, he smiled at me warmly and I returned it
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Selfish Love
RomanceCollege life of Five students isn't all that it seems. To ordinary people they're just your regular college students battling with the struggles of college life. But to them, it's more than that. They have to go to college, live to impress their par...
