DELISSA'S POV
i'm so tired. i woke up randomly. it's still night. lando is next to me. sleeping. i look at him. i can't call it looking. i can call it stare. i ran to the toilet and threw up. i felt that lando woke up cause he came to me. i showed him to hold my hair. he does exactly what i showed him. i continued throwing up with him patting my back. it helps me. after i finished i stay on my knees in front of the toilet.
"are you alright?"
i take a paper towel and wipe my mouth.
"kinda"
"i have some pills if you want to"
"no. thanks"
i forgot that i should be mad at him.
"i- i meant no"
he laughs.
"you're not mad at me, are you?"
"i am"
"mhm"
"i hate you"
"turns me on"
i turn around and blush. damn. but something in my mind is not right. not about him. about jules. my brain doesn't want to agree that he died. a lot time ago. i randomly start to cry.
"hey hey. are you okay?"
i ignore him.
"delissa don't play with me"
like you did?
"please. just a no or yes"
i turn my face to him.
"does it really look that i'm alright, norris?"
"no..."
end of chapter 12
i said that the chapters are gonna be longer but i'm so sick. and my mom doesn't care and my dad doesn't give a fuck. yay.
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the last goodbye {lando norris}
Action"arthur and charles are my brothers! i would never betray them..." "what about me?" lando asked. "you already betrayed me..." delissa said.
