Ive seen you before

day after

I woke.up the next morning, with a pounding headache. I check the time. 08:36

Fuck I've training.

I rush out of bed and quickly put on my training kit. I check my phone again  noticing a text from Jonas. Why though.

Shit, I completely forgot what happened last night.

I open the text message

It reads:

Hey yn just wanted to say I was informed about the incident last nihht with the police and I would like to have a meeting with you while the girls are at training so come down at 09:30 and we'll have a chat about it. Thanks Jonas.

I'm absolutely shiting it.

I decided to have a quick slice of toast, before making my way to the training ground. Making it there for 09:20.

I park my car towards the entrance of the grounds, allowing me to fly in and fly out, quick as possible.

I walk down the hall and knock on Jonas' office, then I hear I come in.

"Hey yn, take a seat" he says with a straight face.

"Thanks" I say while sitting down

"So I'll make this short and sweet" he says taking a deep breath
"Your suspended for 3 months" he adds not even looking at me

"Oh" I gulp

"Mhmm"he hums

"What we're you thinking, yn" he adds finally meeting my eyes

"I-i don't know" is all I could say

Jonas shakes his head " you not only put your life at risk, but others to, yn"

Silence.

"Why didn't you ring someone to collect you?" He questions

"I did"

"Who?" He asks

"Katie" I reply

"Why didn't she collect you?" He keeps asking

"We got into a fight earlier that day, which I won't blame for making me drink, but I felt like I needed to, bit that's the reason she didn't want to collect me" I say looking down at my feet

"I can move you to a different house if you want?"

"No. Please don't. Its the only way we can be friends and sort this out." I say quickly

"It's that's what you want" he shrugs before telling me I could leave and tells me what training I'll be back for...in three months.

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I open my car door, then close it as I sit in.

I clench my hands onto the steering wheel and rest my head ontop. Before crying, tears dripping onto my lap.

Then I heard a knock at my window.

I quickly look up, and I'm met with viv.

I roll down the window

"Hey viv, you OK?" I say trying to wipe away my tears

"I'm supposed to be asking you that" she says with a straight face

I don't reply

"Want to talk?" She asks leaning against the door

"Ermm..I er I'm just suspended for 3 months that's all" I say

"Why?" She asks

"Just something silly" is all I could think of

"Are you sure that's all" viv says referrering to what I said to sentences ago