Am I nothing more than a distant memory? (A Danisnotonfire fanfic)

Chapter 27- Maisy

Chapter 27- Maisy

** 2 Months Later **

I haven't Spoken to Dan in about 2 months now. Not since i closed the door on him. I couldn't build up the guts to tell him im pregnant. I don't know why. I haven't told Sadie, nor have i told erin. I decided to tell Elizabeth, She's probably the person i'm closest to at the moment. She's actually coming to my 20 week scan today. I get to finally see what my twins are. I probably should tell Sadie. She would die to see this, but i just can't. I don't know her attitude towards me lately. I know she's pissed at me for "Hurting" Aimee, but she seems somewhat happy that i remember but i just don't know. I still haven't found a good house which isn't good. I could do with one before i have the twins, but as it goes now, it looks as if Sadie will find out the hard and awkward way.

I was just sitting on my bed thinking about what dan has been doing this past month. I actually have been waiting for a call or a text that i knew would never arrive. It hurt everyday when i got an email or a text and i was hoping it to be from dan and it always turned out to be something else. It was quite upsetting. I gave up on ever getting dan back a while ago now. But how am i ever going to continue with my life if i was to have his kids. Surely he would find out and we would have to put everything aside right? I'm sure thats how it works out in an ideal world anyway.

I went into the bathroom and looked in the mirror. God i looked awful. What i saw looking back at my was a tired eyed, depressed looking woman who looked as if she was about to collapse at any moment. And then of course just a giant bump underneath my top, which was becoming hard to hide recently, considering its been growing. I've just been lucky that sadie has been with phil a lot and has kinda been ignoring the fact that i haven't been all that social. And when i do leave the house i try to leave really early so i can miss her. But today i knew perfectly that she was downstairs and she wanted to talk to me about something. How i was going to keep the secret? Oh god. I got the makeup that i kept out from packing and i placed some mascara and eyeliner on, then i decided to go with some foundation to make it look less like i haven't been sleeping, but i knew she would know something was up. Worth a try though i guess.

I walked out of the bathroom and phil was right there and i ran right into him. he tried putting his hand out to steady me and it just ended up with him feeling my baby bump. His eyes went wide and i bit my lip.

"What?" Is all he whispered.

"Don't phil, please." I pleaded. He took his hand away and he just had shock all over his face. Oh god.

"How?" He said.

"Isn't it obvious? Don't tell anyone, please, you can't tell..." I bit my tongue before i finished the sentece. No, Dan deserves to know, but... i just can't. But I should tell him. He shouldn't find out through someone else. But he's being a dick lately. But will i be less stressed if he was to know?

"I can't tell? Not Sadie? Erin? Dan? itsdan's baby maisy!" He said to me harshly.

"Phil, I... i didn't mean it like that, i just meant, i don't need more drama at the moment ok?" I said frowning.

"How far are you?" He said analysing my body.

"I'm going for my 20 week scan today." i say admittidly.

"What? How did you keep it from everyone for so long?" He asked, clearly surprised.

"You guys have spent so long being spiteful towards me that you just haven't noticed, I blamed the sickness on food poisoning and i just wore like XXL shirts. But as you see, not working out right now." I say truthfully.

"I'm so sorry maisy, we pushed you away when you needed us most... But why didn't you tell anyone? I'm still confused." He said awkwardly.

"You know that day, when you, dan and aimee came round? I was going to tell everyone then. It was my first scan on that day and i wanted all of you guys to be there. But then the drama happened with aimee and the picture, i didn't get chance to tell anyone." I reply. Phil stood there or some time analysing my features. He then brought me in for a hug. I huggd back slightly and smiled.

"Maisy, I'm so sorry... You didn't deserve this stress..." He mumbled.

"Phil, can you maybe go to your place so i can, yenno, get out without having drama from sadie..." I asked kindly. He stared at me as if i had killed a puppy.

"That's the least i could do for you Maisy. You have to show me the scans some time though!" He said with a slight smile. he walked down the stairs and i listened until i heard the door close. That will make my life, so much easier. I went down the stairs and got on my way to starbucks where i was meeting up with Elizabeth.

I got to starbucks and i saw her instantly. I walked up to her with a smile on my face and she smiled back.

"Should we go?" She asked the second i got over to her.

"Ok sure, why not." I replied. As we walked there her eyes were constantly scanning the area. Why was she so on edge? It seemed like every 5 minutes she would check her phone and look slightly disappointed.

"You alright Liz?" I asked her. She was in an off mood today...

"Couldn't be better! It's so exciting!" she said plastering a smile on her face. I could see that she was anxious but i wasn't going to let that bug me.

we walked into the hospital and i suddenly got a wave of nerves. I don't know why, but i now i told Phil, i got more of the realisation that i was having babies, rather than the fact i'm pregnant. I sighed and walked up to the desk. Then we sat in the waiting area for about half an hour before we got seen to and me and elizabeth walked into the room.

"Hiya, Nice to see you again maisy, It's nice to see you brought a friend as well! But where's the lucky man?" The same lady from before greeted us over kindly.

"He couldn't make it" I say with a sickly sweet smile. Then Liz muttered something that i couldn't comprehend.

"What was that?" I asked her.

"Oh nothing..." SHe said awkwardly. weird.

From then it seemed like time dragged o, as if it was taking the nurse forever to do the measurements. I just wanted to know what my babies were. I was pretty much mesmerized by the scan of the twins. Oh god. I'm going to have twins. Totally a thing to keep calm about...

"ok im able to see what gender the twins are now, and would you like a photo while im at it?" the nurse said. I nodded with a smile. Elizabeth just had her eyes glued to the screen as if she was more excited.

I kept my eyes on the screen of the babies moving about. It was truly beautiful. Just as the nurse had snapped a photo, the door swung open

"Am i too late?" I heard an all too familiar voice say. Then seconds later Dan came to my veiw. It was as if the whole world had come to a stand still. I stared at Dan, waiting for his reaction. He stared at me and then the bump and then at the screen.

"Oh my god..." he whispered before walking over to stand beside me. I looked up at him and I saw a tear in his eye. I hoe that was of happiness.

A/N: Sorry it took me forever to get this out guys, I have been ill all over the weekend and its not been nice :-/ but other than that yeah.. An update guys. Whaddaya think? I'm probably forgetting something but hey, I'll sort it out tomorrow. I guess ^_^ I hope your lives have been great, I love all of you guys, stay awesome BYEEEE!!!

~Robyn xxx