Blockhead and believer

Living the Life of a GA Member

Js point of view

This is awesomesauce! I can't believe my living dead dreams are coming true! To be honest with you, I've always wanted to be a paranormal investigator because I've always been fascinated on what goes on in the afterlife. Sometimes I wonder what it's like to be a ghost, and I think it can be pretty cool since you can go through walls, and move things, but, you have to have energy in order to do those ghostly things! You have to have tons of energy which I didn't know about til I watched Ghost Adventures. I'm so glad that Zak, Nick and Aaron walked into my life because if they didn't, I don't think I would be as passionate trying to hunt dead people, I also hunt wild animals but this isn't about them lol. I just thank them in general for giving me a chance to prove to people that think I'm crazy when it comes to the dead coming back, that I'm not bull shittin, neither are the other 3 dudes.

*door opening*

ITS ZAK

"Hey J... How are you?"

"Nothing much bro, I was just admiring the sky through the window, beautiful day isn't it?" I felt kind of awkward never understood why? " oh and how've you been bro"

"Same old same old, trying to find a cure for skeptics to turn into believers.☺️"

"Hahah that's funny, you crack me up like an egg!😂" omfg what the fuck was that that I said

"Your halarious sweetie😂" ooh Zak was being flirty what should I do? Nothing

"Yeah ok... Change in subject here, so whenever Jordan gets back home from touring, could we bring him on one of our lockdowns? It would really make Aaron's day and we'd get more hits and the more hits we get o the show, more skeptics turn in to no skeptic 97percent of the time just a estimate I was never a goddess at math."

"Brilliant genius! Let's see if we could scare his pop fame right out of him!" Zak laughed yea Zak don't like Jordan and Jordan don't like him, but they can work it out and if he wants more people to believe in ghosts, Zaks really gotta get his head in the game with Jordan Knight so he can prove to more people that ghosts are totally real.

"Do when do you think Jordan will be back babe?" Zak rubbed my arm

I flinched "uhhhh couple weeks or so. No he just started so in about September, yeeeaaa long time right but it's okay, just in time for the making of the Halloween special right!?"

"Genius once more! hahah we gon scare his balls off!😂😂😂"

Yea, Zak is totally jealous of Jordan 😌

"So enough talking about work..." Zak can really change the subject and quick! Oh jeez! "I was thinking about maybe I could get you dinner tonight just the two of us so we could talk about our next lockdown, at the Mongolia plantation in Louisiana " 😉

" we're going to Louisiana!? Gosh I haven't been there in months this lockdowns gonna be badass man! Awesomesauce!" Hey I said that all because I haven't been to Louisiana in months and I love that state so there

"It's a date then😊"

Wha??? The lockdown?"

" well you can consider that a date too if you want?"

"My job?! Nooo, son once I'm on the job there's no stoppin til the jobs done.😌"

"I love how you're so passionate and such a genius!" Zak stated deeply into my coal black eyes I had to do something about this before I got sick with tamted butterflies in my gut.

"Uhhh yea passionate about my job, thanks to you and Aaron and Nick I'm living my dreams " I smiled

" I think your passionate in general. Thanks for being yourself, a lot of crazed fans only like me all because I'm hot and muscular, but you J your not all over me like everyone else, you give me my space and make me feel better and you help me overcome my left over anxiety that I get every once in a while due to bad dreams. Thank you" Zak was serious, every word he said was pure and elegant, I like him, but only as a best man for now. What he said just spoke to my dark soul a bit, I'm glad I make him happy and overcome his fears (your welcome Zak😎)

"Yea" I shrugged

"You don't always have to be so serious. I see you being all laughy and crazy when your around with Jordan, why can't you get all crazy with me?"

My eyes almost popped out of my sockets! That just totally sounded wrong😂 Zaks so funny

" well Zak, I gotta stay serious with my business crew you know and I don't want you to think that I'm just like everyone else, I am a totally different person."

"Do you ever watch Aaron's vlogs?"

"Duh like hell I do! They're funny as fuck bro! "

"You see how crazy we get then! Even if we're on the job, there's a time and place for our crazyness."

"I know I thought I already did act crazy"

Yea you do" Zak smiled

"Zak! "

"Jk " 😉😂

" I know I'm sorry it's just. I got a lot on my mind, there's no time to act stupid for me right now." I was being truthful but why did I have to worry Zak

"What's wrong baby cakes? Would you like to talk about it? You know I'm here for you" how sweet❤️

"Thanks Zak but it's not your job to worry bout me I can deal with my own problems."

"In my opinion I think it is my job to worry about you J because first of all your apart of Ghost Adventures now and even if you weren't I would still care about you! Your like a close friend to me, I always have to worry about you even if you're okay. "

Wow. Zak Always knows what to say 😄

"Well it's just. I can't tell you by the way it's nothing about Ghost Adventures I love my job very much."

Then what is it?" Zak caressed my face

"It's..."

*nick and Aaron open the door*

"Hey lovebirds what's happening?" Aaron joked

"Sup you two crackheads?! By the way that was a joke !" I greeted we all laughed

"We were just checking up on yall cause you guys were quiet, anything you wanna tell us?" Nick and Aaron squeezed Zak and I together. There goes those damn butterflies again.

"There's nothing going on trust me besides I like.... Uhhhh the sky! The sky oh the sky it's so blue and gorgeous just like the puffy marshmellow clouds. Ooh marshmallows sound good how bout anyone else?!" Holy shit that was so stupid of me I almost told everyone well not everyone my 3 friends that I like. Okay so I like Jordan Knight, but psh who cares?! I mean it's a secret! I just don't want to hurt Zak. I think he likes me and I don't want to rip the warm heart that he has out of his chest. I care about him and it's the best thing I can do

"I love marshmallows! " Nick smiled

"Let's have shmores!" Aaron said kiddish

"They're not shmores they're,.."

"S'mores!" Zak and I jinxed

"Yall both jinxed " aaron laughed Nick smiled

"You owe me a sweet tea Zak" I playfully punched his arm

" will do sweetie " Zak smiled

"You think Zak likes her?" Aaron asked Nick

"Definetly he's crazy in love " Nick replied

"Wha? " I asked

"Nothing !!" Nick and Aaron jinxed

"What's with the damn jinxing today peepholes ?" I asked looking at everyone with my funky look

I guess it's jinxing day or something