I broke a promise I swore to keep.
Best friend I'm sorry
I could help it, the blade just glistening in the light.
It made me remember the way it felt when it touched my skin
The way it felt when the blood ran down my thigh
The sweet relief to let all my emotions out at once.
I was strong for 8 months and one thing set me off,
The stupidest thing to be honest.
She just had to make me feel so worthless, like if I died right now
At this very moment it wouldn't matter.
No one would miss me, no one would even notice
Just know I'm sorry, I don't want you to be disappointed in me.
I'm truly sorry.. .
