So close, yet pushing myself far away. Every thing weighing on my down fall. Will I relapse? It's been almost 10 months going strong. I did this for you. You pushed me to better myself and never let a drug control my happiness. I can gladly say I've been clean for 10 months tomorrow. Thank you, for pushing me to go strong and being there for me when I was going through withdrawal. I never gave you enough credit for helping me. Even if you're not in my life anymore. I made a pledge to you and to myself to stay clean. Just an appreciation to you. I don't ever talk about you in my stories anymore but you're always on my mind. Especially at a time like this, when I feel like I want another. I think about you and how far I've come. I don't need it, you showed me happiness without a substance. So again thank you for everything you've done for me. We've had our fights, but we got through them. Good or bad terms you'll always be my reason to not fall back into the old me.
You saved me, you. For that I'll forever owe you. ❤️
