I really want to give up on you. The words you tell me seem so sincere, but I can't help asking myself "what if". What if you're just using me for the little things I have? Should I move on and be with someone who doesn't just want certain things from me? I'm so torn between the answer to this. I want to stay and stick it out in hopes that maybe you'll grow up and turn into the guy I know you can be. I know you can get better, but is it really worth the wait for me. I love you to death but all you do is let me down. The text messages on your phone, the unsaved numbers. What am I supposed to think, are you still playing games? I just want you to prove to me that you're not out here talking to every girl under the sun. But you don't. Late replies or no replies at all. And when we're together, all you want is my body. You don't care about how my day was. You don't care if I'm okay or not. Maybe you do, but if you do you have a strange way of showing it.
