"The truth is .. Alex was drunk that day . He smelt like beer and he kept pushing himself on to me . But luckily you came and he stumble off , but the next day he apologize and he didn't know what he was doing " I lied.
Lying was easy to me now, I hate lying to the people I love . She just stared at me , " well okay .. but I still don't trust him " she said .
My lungs felt like the we're burning , my eyes watered but I didn't let the tears fall out . There was a huge lump in my throat , I got up and walked out her room .
I ran into me & Jc's room , I closed and locked the door . I slid down with my back against the door .
The tears came pouring out , I couldn't take lying anymore . I have been lying to everyone , I have also been lying to myself.
Jc don't need me , no one does . I knock came to the door , " babe are you okay" Jc said . I got off the floor and wiped my tears .
" yeah I'm doing something " I said , I couldn't lie .
" what would that be ?" He asked with worry in he'd voice. I open the door , and of course he checked me .
"I'm fine , I'm hungry let's make some bacon pancakes "I said , he cupped my face and kiss me .
" I want you to make sense blueberry pancakes too " he chuckled .
" deal " I giggled .
*later that night*
"Okay tomorrow we have to go to the Church and the venue " Kimberly said happily , she clapped her hands and let a out a squeal.
" can't believe that you're getting married in two days" Taylor said after she shoved a Christmas cookie in her mouth.
" I know , I'm so nervous. But I'm glad I'm going to hack you guys there with me as my bridesmaid " Kimberly yelled .
" girls we are filming a video " Kian said .
"Suck my ass" Lydia yelled .
"I'm leaving that in the video " Kian laughed.
Lydia stuck her tongue out like a little kid, " you guys need to grow up" Kimberly giggle.
" I agree " I said .
"I think the turkey and the ham is ready" Taylor said getting up and going to oven .
Luckily the boys finished their video , I got up to help set the table . The door bell ring , " someone get that" I yelled .
I could hear the door open and close ," Alex you made it " Kian said loudly.
" yeah my parents kept me there at their house as long as possible " Alex chuckled.
This is gonna to be a long night .
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"So I can't wait from the wedding " Alex said , how could he sit there laugh and talk to Jc and me like nothing happen.
" Well I have to go , see you guys at the wedding bright and early " Alex said .
Thank God.
"I'll walk you out " Sam said .
" I'm going to bed " I said to everyone , " I'll be up there in a minute babe" Jc said picking up his plate.
I need a plan to get rid of Alex forever.
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Hey guys sorry I haven't updated in a while but school is coming up.
I'm going to cry , but anyways vote and comment .
Three qotd
1: does anyone still read my book?
2: what date do you start school.
3: should I release my new Jc book?
But love you guys
And
STAY CLOUDY☁☁☁
