We made our way to the upstairs bedrooms without drawing any attention towards us.
As soon as I locked the door Ashley took off his shirt and proceeded to take off my dress.
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"Do you regret this?" Ashley asked as I slipped on my dress again and fixed my hair.
"no, but this has to remain a secret" I said and turned around and faced him. "Can I see you again?" Ashley asked. "yes" I said and kissed him," call me, and we'll set up a date" I said. "what will we say if people start asking questions?" Ashley asked. "we'll say that we're writing a new song together" I said. "all right" Ashley said and kissed me. "I gotta go before people start asking questions" I said and slipped on my heels," see you soon Ash" I said and walked out.
"where did you come from?" a voice asked. Oh no, Im screwed. I turned around and saw Andy. "the bathroom" I said. "okay, well Max was looking for you" I said. "is he drunk by now?" I asked. "probably" Andy said. "thought so" I said and started walking down the stairs.
I looked around and saw Max talking to Ronnie and Fronz, lead singer of Attila.
"I wanna go home, lets go" I said to Max. "party is just getting started" Max slurred. "you drank?" I asked. "duh its a party" Max said and laughed. "why'd you let him?" I asked Ronnie. "im not his baby sitter" Ronnie said and laughed, he was just as drunk as Max. "I wanna go home" I said sternly. "fine, here" Max said and tossed me the keys. "are you serious?" I asked. "you wanted to go home, so there" Max said and went back to his conversation with Ronnie and Fronz. I let out a frustrated groan and walked out the door.
I got into my car but instead of driving off to my house I drove to Taylor's house.
I got out and knocked on her door and waited for her to open up.
"hey Lynn, whats up?" Taylor asked. Her white blond hair was pulled into a high pony tail and she was wearing no makeup, very different to the Taylor Momsen was so used to seeing, but this was the Taylor I was used to.
"I needed to talk to somebody" I said and walked in. "Max?" she asked. "yeah" I said and sat down on her couch. "here" she said and handed me a bottle of Jack Daniels. "lets forgot they ever came into our lives" Taylor said and sat across from me.
After a bottle of jack daniels Taylor brought out a small plastic bag filled with white powder. "here this is how we forget" Taylor said and spread the power out and with a credit card she made it into thin lines. "watch" she said and I watched as she inhaled one out of the six lines. "go" she said and stepped back.
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The next morning I woke up on Taylor's couch. I touched my nose as I felt it burn. "shit" I said and got up. I left Taylor a note and walked out.
Once I arrived at my house it hit me.
I had just done cocaine and drank until I blacked out, what had my life become? Who had I become?
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Song used as title: Just Tonight- The Pretty Reckless
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Nothing left to lose:A luis coronel fanfic
FanfictionSequel To El Que se enamora pierde, Lynn is 19 living in London with her band. After they reached stardom they decided to move there. Lynn's life has not been sunshine and rainbows since she left the states. Although her band is doing great and it...