//POSSIBLE TRIGGER WARNING// MENTION OF SELF-HARM THROUGHOUT//
*PHIL'S POV*
The whole walk back was silence. Not because we didn't know what to say, we just seemed to be enjoying each others company without sniggers or weird looks where ever we go.
When we reached Dan's door, I finally spoke.
"So much for keeping it a secret, eh?"
Which was followed with a giggle from Dan.
"But Lion, no matter what happens you must promise me this; whatever happens at school doesn't matter as long as we've got each other. If one of us is in trouble, we are there fighting for them."
I look up and see the pleading look in his eyes and it can't help but make me feel guilty.
"I pr-promise" was all I could get out.
And with that Dan turned around with a smile and closed his door.
*THE NEXT DAY*
School wasn't much different until lunch. Dan was nowhere to be found. So I just waited outside at a bench alone, wondering where he could be.
But my thoughts were interrupted.
A crowd surrounded me.
People where shouting.
I was being pushed about.
I was being called a faggot.
But there was nothing I could do.
I was defenseless.
So I let them.
I let them them hurt me, break me down bit by bit.
Then I heard a familiar voice.
"GET AWAY FROM HIM!"
It was Dan.
"What does faggot number two want!"
I could barely open my eyes, but when I wish I hadn't. They were punching Dan, kicking him. But I couldn't do anything.
I couldn't fight back like I promised. I couldn't help the love of my life.
A/N; heyy guys it's grace. sorry if this isn't as good as Serena's, she sets the bar very high XD but anyway if you have read this far then we love you lots like jelly tots x
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Fanfiction"You don't always have to be brave." Phil struggles with self harm, depression and is bullied at school. The only person who knows is Dan Howell. But they aren't exactly 'friends'... God knows he could use a friend right now..... ~concept~ 1-24 ~ 20...
