Dear Phil,
We haven't spoken to each other in a while.
I left a lot of loose ends, I know.
It was really shitty of me to leave like that, but it's better for both of us.
I can't imagine how you must be feeling.
Not to say that I'm 'all that' but I made you happy for a while.
Didn't I?
You'll never read this, I know.
It's more of a way for me to let out what I'm thinking.
And lately there's not been a lot on my mind apart from you.
I saw you in school the other day.
It was the first time you've come in for weeks.
You looked a mess.
Your hair was unstraightened, your clothes all ruffly and bags under your eyes.
But you still looked beautiful to me.
I hope you understand why I left you the way I did.
I hope you understand how much I adore you.
I hope you understand I was sick of all the names.
And I couldn't bare what they did to you.
I hope there aren't any of those angry red marks on your arms.
You know I hate those.
I hope you'll be okay.
One day.
I hope you'll forget about me.
I think that's best for both of us.
-Dan
A/N: this sucks oops I'm sorry. im updating twice tonight cause I'm really bad at updating and I kinda owe it to you haha
I really love you guys, thanks for reading and for putting up with me *insert cheesy smile*
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Fanfiction"You don't always have to be brave." Phil struggles with self harm, depression and is bullied at school. The only person who knows is Dan Howell. But they aren't exactly 'friends'... God knows he could use a friend right now..... ~concept~ 1-24 ~ 20...
