//POSSIBLE TRIGGER WARNING// MENTION OF SELF-HARM THROUGHOUT//
*PHIL'S POV*
I open my eyes. There were still a few people around but luckily Matt was no where to be seen. When everyone starts to leave, I get up and crouch down next to Dan. He opens his eyes. I look at his fragile, damaged form and cant help but feel guilty; this was all my fault. He wasn't ready to tell people and we both knew something like this would happen. We both knew I wasn't strong enough to help him...
***
"How's that?" I ask, gently applying pressure to Dan's cut lip. He winced and tightly squeezed my hand. I kiss him lightly on the cheek before going to get some ice for his black eye.
"Phil?"
"Yes, Bear?" I answer, sitting back down next to him. I hand him a pack of ice.
"I think you need this more than I do." He gives the ice back to me.
"Its fine, Dan. Besides, I'm used to it now..." I smile reassuringly.
"Are you sure Lion? It looks like they hit you pretty bad."
"Don't worry about me. Just get some rest okay?"
He nods and heads up the stairs.
*DAN'S POV*
I lie in bed for a while. Not being able to sleep; as it's still so early, I stare at the ceiling.
I hear the door click.
"Couldn't sleep?" Phil asks before closing the door behind him. I shuffle up and he comes and sits down on the bed next to me. I look up at him and smile.
"Lion...."
"Yes?"
"Do you think you could sleep here with me..?" I ask. Phil raises his eyebrow.
"Not like that!" I laugh, punching him lightly on the arm. He smiles back and lifts up the covers, I hug him tightly. I look down at the gorgeous, ebony black haired boy staring into space, deep in his thoughts, and I simply smile. People can call him whatever they want because to me, he was the most beautiful thing in world...
***
"Dan." I hear a whisper.
"Are you still awake"
"No." I reply, my eyes still closed. I laugh as he shuffles closer.
"I cant sleep." he fake pouts. I chuckle softly and turn to face him. I kiss him lightly on the cheek and smile.
"I wanna take you on a date Phil." I start.
"Like a real date."
"Daniel James Howell are you asking me out?!" He laughs.
"We could go to the beach- or eat dinner at a fancy restaurant- or go to have a day in the city and kiss on the London Eye." I smirk.
"Wow okay you really need sleep, Dan." He jokes.
"Night Lion."
"Night Bear."
I kiss him on the lips one last time before drifting off to sleep...
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Useless (phanfiction)
Fanfiction"You don't always have to be brave." Phil struggles with self harm, depression and is bullied at school. The only person who knows is Dan Howell. But they aren't exactly 'friends'... God knows he could use a friend right now..... ~concept~ 1-24 ~ 20...
