Dear Dan,
I'm sorry everything got too much for you.
I'm sorry people said the things they did.
I'm sorry you had to see me like that the last few days we were together.
I'm sorry you had to deal with all my drama.
I know you have enough of your own.
I'm sorry I wasn't enough to make you stay. I tried my best.
Remember us lying on the sofa and watching movies together?
Remember when you said you loved me,
and you actually meant it?
Remember when I would stare at you like you were the most beautiful thing in the world? Because in my eyes, you are.
I might be saying these things like it was so long ago.
But for me, that's what it feels like.
It seems like forever until you come back to me.
If you come back to me.
I'm drowning without you.
-Phil
A/N: a little different but I hoped you liked it
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Fanfiction"You don't always have to be brave." Phil struggles with self harm, depression and is bullied at school. The only person who knows is Dan Howell. But they aren't exactly 'friends'... God knows he could use a friend right now..... ~concept~ 1-24 ~ 20...
