This Is OUR LIFE: A Thug Story

Next Level

Jamie P.O.V.
Next Day
I'm downstairs making breakfast for the girls. They're in the living room and the twins are in the kitchen with me in their bouncers. The door bell rings. I sigh. I put down the spatula and turn off the stove. I turn around and Asia and Kay walk in. "Who opened the door for yall?" I ask them. "Jayla opened the door" Asia mumbles while rubbing her stomach. "Shouldn't you be on bed rest you're 6 months pregnant" I mumble. "She snuck away from Simba" Kay says while eating off the skillet. "Jayla come here"I shout. She runs into the kitchen. "Yes mommy" she says. "Whatd I tell you about opening the door. What if someone took you?" I mumble while bending down to her level. She rolls her eyes and mocks me. I flick her in her mouth. "I done told you stop that" I mumble. She starts crying. I stand up. "Go back into the living room with Bella" I mumble. She slowly walks away. "Bella is here?" Kay ask. "Yeah" I mumble while putting the pancakes on a plate. Kay walks out the kitchen. "Simba really got you on bed rest?"I ask Asia. She laughs. "He is so over protective, when I tell him the baby is kicking he would always panick" she says while laughing. I laugh. "Jamie?" She mumbles. "Yeah" I mumble while turning around to look at her. "What happened to your neck?" She ask. I gasp. "What do you mean?" I mumble. "It's purple" she mumbles while walking towards me. She touches my neck. "Does it hurt?" She ask. I shake my head no. "Where's Jaden?" She ask. I tense up. "Is he the one that did this to you" she mumbles. "It's okay, I think he was drunk or something" I mumble. "So he did do this" she mumbles. I slowly nod my head. She sighs. "Is it really visible?" I mumble. "Not really, just a few spots, should be easily hidden by make up"she mumbles while examining my neck. I sigh. She fixes my hair to hide it. I pick up the plates filled with eggs and pancakes. I put them in the dining room on the table. "Come eat" I mumble while walking into the living room. They get up and walk. I hold my hand out for Jayla to grab at but she just walks past me. I move the twins bouncies into the dining room. We say our grace. We eat our food. I wait until Jayla is finished eating. "Jayla come let's go talk" I mumble. She gets up and walks into the living room and up the stairs. "Watch the twins" I mumble. I walk up the stairs and into my bedroom where Jayla is. I sit down on the bed next to her. "Jayla do you know why I hit you?" I mumble. She shakes her head no. "Cause you were being rude to me, you're not supposed to roll your eyes after people and you can't mock me, that's disrespectful" I mumble. "You do" she mumbles. I sigh. "I know and I shouldn't do it either, so I'll stop if you stop, deal?" I ask her while holding out my pinky. She smiles and nods her head. She locks her pinky with mines. She kisses my hand and I kiss hers. I kiss her lips and she kisses my nose. "Still a mamas girl" I mumble. She giggles. "Love you baby" I mumble. "Love you too mommy" she mumbles. We laugh then walk back down the stairs. "Yall wanna go to the mall?" I mumble. "Sure" they mumble.

"Jayla you want this?" I mumble while holding up a watermelon print two piece. She shakes her head no. "I want icecream" Asia mumbles. "Fat ass" I mumble. "I heard that" she says while walking away. I have Nevaeh in my baby pouch carrier and Kay has Heaven in the other one. "We'll come back after we get some icecream" I mumble. Jayla puts up her hands for me to lift her. "I can't right now Jayla, I'm holding your sister" I mumble. She sighs and grabs my hand. Bella grabs Kaylas hand. We walk to the icecream parlor. We got our icecream and sit down. "So when did-" I get cut off by someone covering my eyes. I smile. "Ryan" I mumble. He uncovers my eyes. "How'd you know" he mumbles while sitting down next to me. "I'm just awesome like that" I mumble. He chuckles. I look at Asia and raise my eyebrow. "You invited him here?" I mumble. She laughs. "Maybe". I laugh. "Which baby is this" he mumbles while playing with her small hand. "Nevaeh" I mumble while looking down at her. "She looks like you" he mumbles. I laugh. I look up and he's staring at me. I blush. "Where's Jayla?" He ask. I point over at the topping bar. Kay took Bella and Jayla over there, but she's still holding Heaven. "I gotta go pee" Asia says. "Okay" I mumble. Nevaeh opens her eyes. I smile. "She's the shy twin"I mumble. "Innocent, just like her mom" he mumbles. I look up at him and he's staring at me again. I smile at him. I look back down at Nevaeh. Ryan runs his hand through my hair. Kay comes back with the girls. "Jayla!" Ryan says. She giggles and runs to him. They hug and start, "talking". I laugh. "Jayla can I get a gummy bear?" I mumble. She shakes her head no. "Can I get one." Ryan ask. She gives him a gummy bear. I gasp. He looks at me then chuckles. I fake pout. She puts her icecream bowl on the table and stands up on the bench. She walks over Ryan over to me and kisses my cheek. "Thankyou baby" I mumble. She giggles. She sits down on the table. I smile at her. I look over at Ryan and he's smiling and laughing with Jayla. He looks so cute. His jaw bones looks so, omg. He's still chewing on the gummy bear. He looks at me then at my lips. He licks his lips. He was about to kiss me but then Jayla put her tiny hand over my lips. We look at her. "No" she mumbles. We laugh. She moves her hand away from my lips. My icecream is finished. She sits back down and we go to the counter. "Gummy Bears, Oreo crumbs, and....." I stop and start thinking. I feel Ryan wraps his arms around my waist from behind. "And M&Ms" he tells the lady. I laugh. The woman hands us the icecream. I take out the money. Ryan stops me and pays for me. I look at him. "You didn't have to do that" I mumble. "I know, I choose to" he mumbles then kisses my neck. I smile. We walk back to the table. I put Jayla into the booth first. "Ryan you can let me go now" I laugh. "But I don't want to" he mumbles into my neck. I laugh. "It's either you let go willingly or Jayla makes you let go" I laugh. He chuckles then let's me go. I sit down and he sits down next to me. He caressed my cheek while staring at me. "You don't want anymore?" I ask Jayla. She shakes her head no. I put down the icecream. "Come let's go get you cleaned up" I mumble. "I'll take her, I was going with Bella anyway" Kay mumbles. Jayla walks over us and grabs Kays hand. "I'll be back I'm going to get more icecream" Asia mumbles. We laugh. This will be Asias 3rd bowl of icecream. I look down at a sleeping Nevaeh. I look back up and in a split second Ryan crashed his lips against mines. He pulls away but still sucks on my bottom lip. I giggle. He let's go. "I'm sorry I just had to" he mumbles. I laugh. "It's okay" I say. He chuckles then kisses my neck. He touches his lips. "You got make up on yo neck" he ask me. "Uh, yeah" I mumble. "Why" he ask. "I always wear makeup on my neck" I mumble. "No you don't, you only wear makeup on special occasions" he mumbles. I can't lie to this nigga without getting caught. I sigh. His phone starts ringing. He looks at it. "I gotta take this"he mumbles while standing up and walking away. I look over at Asia and laugh. Simba found us. He's trying to take her home but she wants to finish getting her icecream. Ryan comes back over to me. "I have to go" he mumbles. I sigh. "Ryan what's going on, are you hiding something from me?"I ask him. He sighs and sits down. He grabs my face and passionately kisses me. I moan into the kiss. He pulls away and sighs. "Jamie you know I love you right?" He mumbles while staring into my eyes. I nod my head. "And I wouldn't do anything deliberately to hurt you right" he says. I nod my head yes. He sighs. "A few months ago, I went to a party, had a few drinks. So about a month later I found out I got some girl pregnant" he says. "Listen baby-"I cut him off. "Okay" I mumble. "No Jamie you cant do that to me" he mumbles. "Do what? All I said was okay" I mumble while staring at him. "Your okay means, fuck you and I hate you" he mumbles. "Okay" I mumble. He tries to kiss me. "No......go on, go to your baby mama, or girlfriend, or whatever she is to you" I mumble. "Jamie I tried telling you on multiple occasions" he mumbles. "Okay" I mumble. When we were younger Ryan promised me that I would be the mother of his first child, that's why I'm upset. He sighs. He kisses my forhead and stands up. "I'll come by your house later" he mumbles then walks away. Kayla and the girls walks back and so does Asia. They sit down. I look at them confused. "You guys knew" I mumble. "Jamie we wanted to tell you" Kay says. "But we had to wait till he told you himself" Asia says. "Simba you knew too?" I mumble. He nods his head. I stand up. "I gotta go" I mumble. "Come on Jayla and Bella let's go" I mumble. They shake their heads no. I sigh. "I'll pick them up later." I mumble. I hand them Nevaeh.

I sigh. I just came out the shower. I put on my bra and underwear and some shorts. I brush my hair. I sigh and lay down on the bed. The door bell rings but I ignore it. The bell continues ringing. I stand up and slowly walk down the steps. I open the door. I stare at Ryan. I turn around and walk back upstairs. He closes and locks the door. I lay down on my bed. Ryan walks into the room. He gets onto the bed and wraps his arm around my waist. I turn around to look at him. "Why Ryan" I mumble. "I told you I was drunk" he mumbles. "So?"I mumble. "I was hurt. I wanted you so badly but you were with Jaden, so I fucked her to release my stress" he mumbles while playing with my curls. "And why you upset with me, you have children by another nigga" he mumbles. I sigh. "But it wasn't planned Ryan. I only had sex with him twice" I mumble. "And so you think me getting her pregnant was planned too Jamie" he says while sitting up. "I don't know" I mumble. "Well it wasn't aight, you getting me upset. Once your lil boyfriend dump yo ass, you come running to me. I'm not yo lil side nigga" he goes off. "Ryan I didn't say you were my side nigga" I mumble. I cover my face with my hands. "Oh my gosh everything is falling apart" I mumble to myself. Ryan stands up. "Where are you going?" I mumble while sitting up. "I'm leaving, you getting me upset"he mumbles while putting on his shoes. "Ryan what'd I do!" I scream at him. "You don't ever know what you did" he mumbles. I scream and walk into my bathroom. I wash off my face, then dry it off. Ryan walks into the bathroom. He sighs and puts me onto the counter. "Listen, I love you okay" he mumbles. I nod my head while looking down at my shorts. He lifts my head and pecks my lips. He wraps my legs around his torso then lifts me off the counter. He walks into my bedroom and puts me on the bed. "It just upsets me so much to see you with that nigga" he mumbles while kissing my stomach. "Why you gotta do me like that" his husky voices says onto my neck while he rubs my thighs. I moan. He grinds on me. "Ryan" I moan. He kisses my neck. He stops and sits up. He pulls me ontop of him and leans against the head board. "What happened to your neck?" He ask. "Nothing" I mumble then continue kissing him. He lightly pushes me away. "What happened to your neck" he ask again while moving my hair to the side and touching my neck. "I told you....nothing" I mumble. "Is this why you had on makeup at the icecream parlor?"he ask me. I sigh. I peck his lips. "It's just a few marks nothing big" I mumble. "How'd you get them?" He ask me. "Uh, umm, Jaden" I mumble. Ryan tenses up. "He put his hands on you" Ryan mumbles. I nod my head. "But it's okay, it doesn't hurt" I mumble. I peck his lips. I peck his lips again, then again, then again. "Ryan, why aren't you kissing me back?" I whine. His jaw clenches. I kiss him and try to slip my tongue in his mouth but his teeth are restraining me from doing that. He's just staring at my neck. Which is surprising cause I'm in a bra and shorts. I take off my bra. He continues staring at my neck. "Are you serious" I mumble. I peck his lips again. He sighs. He finally kisses me back. "Put your bra back on" he mumbles while looking at the door. "What? Why?" I mumble. "Trust me Jamie, you don't want to have sex with me right now, put it back on" he mumbles. I sigh. I put it back on. "Why not?" I ask. "I don't want to hurt you. I'm upset and if I have sex with you I'll just take the anger out on you" he says while rubbing my stomach with the pad of his thumb. I sigh. "Maybe some other time" he mumbles. I nod my head. He sucks on my neck. I push him away. "What's wrong" he mumbles. "It doesn't make sense for you to tease me" I mumble. I stand up. I start walking to the door. "Fuck It! Jamie come here" he groans. I slowly turn around. "What?" I mumble. He gets up from on the bed and lifts me up, he walks to the bed and puts me down. He passionately kisses me while pulling down my shorts. He takes of his pants and shirt. He takes off his boxers. My eyes widen and he chuckles. "You ready?" He mumbles. I slowly nod my head. He positions himself. He slowly slides into me. "Ow" I wince in pain. "Do you want me to stop?" He ask. "No, the doctor did say the next time I'm sexually active it will hurt" I mumble then bite my lip. He slides further into me. "Damn babygirl" he mumbles then grabs my hips. We stay there for a while. "More?" He ask. I nod my head. He slides the rest into me. "Ow, it hurts" I cry. He bends down and kisses away my tears. "You want me to stop" he ask. I exhale then shake my head no. He starts moving slowing in and out. "Ryan" I cry. "Nah Jamie imma stop" he mumbles. "No, don't, it doesn't hurt any more" I moan. We stay there for a while staring at eachother. I cry. "I thought you said it doesn't hurt any more" Ryan mumbles. "It doesn't, I'm just scared" I mumble while he wipes my tears away. "Why?" He mumbles. "I'm scared you're just using me like how Jaden was" I mumble. "Listen, he's a weak ass nigga aight. I'll never intentionally hurt you like that, I love you way to much" he mumbles while staring into my eyes, then pecks my lips. I smile at him. "Okay" I smile. He smiles then speeds up his pace. I love him so much.