This Is OUR LIFE: A Thug Story

I want the baby.....

Jamie P.O.V.
Next day
I smile and open my eyes. "Goodmorning" I mumble. I'm laying down ontop of Ryan. I asked Kayla if she could keep the girls for the night, ofcourse she said yes. "Morning Beautiful" He mumbles. "How'd you sleep?" He ask me. "Great, and you?" I ask him. "Well when you sleep with an Angel you have no choice but to sleep well" he mumbles then kisses my head. I laugh. "You fucked up my hair" I mumble. He chuckles. "I like how you moaned my name" he mumbles. I laugh. "I like how you groaned my name" I say. He chuckles. "But you were like, oh Ryan, oh baby, oh my gosh" he says trying to mimic me. I laugh. "I do not sound like that" I mumble. He chuckles. I open the draw for the night stand and take out the plan b pills. I sit up. I look at Ryan and he sits up. I block my face. "Why you hiding your face?" He ask. He isn't going to hit me? Or scream after me? "Oh uh nothing" I mumble. "How often did he hit you?" Ryan ask. I shrug my shoulders. "Was it often?" He ask. "He only hit me about 3 to 10 times" I mumble. Ryan tenses up. "I gotta go" he mumbles. "No babe don't leave me" I mumble. He relaxes and chuckles. "Why are you laughing?" I ask him. "You just called me babe" he mumbles. I smile. "Yeah, I did" I mumble. We laugh. "Don't take the pill yet, I know my sperm hasnt reached your egg yet but I still just wanna talk to my child" he mumbles. "Okay" I mumble. I know he isn't doing it intentionally but he's making me feel guilty. I lean on the head board. Ryan puts his head on my lap. "You know your mom and I are sorry we have to do this to you, we've wanted you for a long time. Your mom is amazing. It would be nice to meet you but now isn't really a good time for you to come. We might make your sister or brother some time though. I love you" he says then kisses my stomach. He looks up at me. "Why you crying?" He mumbles. "I want this baby so badly" I mumble. He sighs. "You know now isn't a good time Jamie" he says then kisses my stomach. "But Ryan we've been waiting for this baby"I mumble. "Jamie you have 3 month old twins and a 1 year old who's turning 2 in a couple weeks, I have a 1 year old and a baby on the way" he mumbles. I sigh. Ryan sits up. I take out one of the pills and a water and walk to the bathroom. I close the door. I brush my teeth. I flush the pill down the toilet then walk out the bathroom. I look at the bed. I walk down the stairs and into the kitchen.I sit down at the island "Here ya go" Ryan mumbles. He puts a plate of breakfast and some orange juice in front of me. I smile. "Thankyou" I drink some of the orange juice. Ryan just sits down and watchs me eat. I finish eating and Ryan washes up the dishes. He sits down infront of me. "I know you didn't take the pill" he mumbles. I freeze up. "Yes I did" I mumble. "No...you didn't" he says. "Fine I didn't take it but you can't force me to take it" I mumble. "Oh I know" he mumbles. "That's why I blended it into your orange juice" he mumbles. "No Ryan! Why'd you do that"I scream after him.I storm out the kitchen. He follows me. He picks me up and sits on the couch then puts me on his lap. I cry into his chest. "Why'd you do that Ryan" I scream at him. "Stop it" he says trying to hold me down cause I'm throwing a tantrum. "I fucking hate you" I mumble into his chest. He sighs. "You killed my child" I mumble. "Don't you think I feel bad too. I wanted that child as much as you did but you damn well know we aren't ready for a child" he says. "No, you aren't ready" I say while standing up. I walk upstairs and slam the door then lock it. "Jamie open the door" Ryan says from outside it. "No" I mumble. "Jamie come on" he mumbles. "Baby......please" he mumbles while softly knocking on the door. I unlock the door then walk back to my bed. I get under the comforter. Ryan gets onto the bed with me. "Why'd you do it Ryan?" I mumble. "Jamie we aren't ready" he mumbles. "No you aren't ready and that's okay, I could've raised him or her by myself" I mumble. "No, you will never have to raise my child alone along as I'm alive. Why do you want a child with me so badly?" He mumbles. "The same reasons you want a child with me, you're amazing and have an awesome personality" I mumble. He smiles into my neck. "I wanted that child so badly" I mumble. He sighs. "Now you making me feel guilty" he mumbles into my neck. "Well you should" I mumble. "Babe don't be like that" he mumbles into my neck while rubbing my stomach. "Do you remember when we were younger and we made a promise that for the first time we have sex we wouldn't use a condom so I could get pregnant" I mumble. He chuckles. "I will never forget last night" i mumble while cuddling Ryan. He slowly slides his hand into my underwear. I moan. I try to crawl away. "Stop tryna run from pleasure" Ryan mumbles. I bite my lip. "No Ryan" I moan. He chuckles then fully pulls down my underwear. He slides under the sheet. "Ryan what are yo-, Oh My Gosh!" I moan. "Ryan" I moan trying to run away. That only makes him hold my hips and continue eating. "Babe you gotta stop" I moan. I finally reach my peek. "Ryan why did you do that" I gasp. "Cause all morning you been walking around the house in a underwear and bra and a nigga couldn't resist" he mumbles while licking my juices. "Well how about giving me a heads up the next time" I mumble. "Next time? What you tryna say?" He mumbles. I giggle." I don't know how to do this so imma just mimic what yall guys do." I laugh. I pull up my underwear and stand up on the bed, I stand over Ryan. "Okay so I been feeling you fo a while so like yeah I was wondering if you wanna be my man" I say in the deepest man voice I could. He chuckles and pulls me down on top of him. "Okay babygirl you gotta say that in a female voice so I don't feel gay." He mumbles. I giggle. "Would you like to be my boyfriend?" I ask him. "Uh I don't know, I gotta think about it" he mumbles. My jaw drops. "I'm joking , hell yeah" he mumbles then pulls my face closer. He tugs on my bottom lip. I slip my tongue in his mouth. "Your mouth taste like stawberries" I mumble. "Cause of you" he mumbles. I look at him confused. "I just ate you" he mumbles. "Uh I didn't know I had a taste" I mumble. He chuckles then pecks my lips. "You're so innocent" he says. I clean myself up and put on a bra and underwear. The door bell rings. I stand up and put on my robe. "I'll be back" I mumble. I walk downstairs and open the door. Kayla walks in. I close the door "In here smells like sex" she whispers in my ear. I laugh. "Babe who is it?" Ryan ask while walking down the stairs. "Babe?Messy hair? Smells like sex?" Kay says. "You guys had sex and now yall dating" she says. I laugh. "So then Heaven, Jayla, and,
Nevaehs little sibling is in there" she says while poking my stomach. I sigh. "I wish but he made me take the pill" i mumble. "Cause we aren't ready" Ryan says walking up behind me and wrapping his arms around my waist. "She had a melt down but she'll be okay" he mumbles then kisses my neck. I close my eyes and smile. "Cute, but come on help me put the girls to bed" Kayla mumbles. "It's only 10 in the morning though" I mumble. "Yeah they had a wild night" Kay mumbles. "Wait, where are my other two children?" I ask her. "With your parents, they insisted on taking them" she mumbles. I laugh. Ryan walks to the couch and picks up both Bella and Jayla to take them upstairs. I smile as he takes them up stairs. "It's about time" Kayla mumbles. I laugh. "What?" I ask. "Everyone has been waiting for you guys to get together" she says. "So nobody had faith in JJ?" I ask. "Yeah, yall were cute and all but it's obvious the biggest power couple are you and Ryan." Kayla says. I laugh. She looks at the clock. "I gotta go" she mumbles. I raise my eyebrow. "Where?" I ask her. "Why are you rubbing your stomach like you pregnant?" She ask. I look down. "Oh I didn't know" I mumble. "You have baby bump fever" she mumbles. "What?" I ask. "Well you see how there's baby fever, we'll you have baby bump fever, you want to have a baby bump" she mumbles. I laugh. "Okay yeah I really gotta go" Kayla mumbles while looking at her phone. "Okay, bye" I mumble. I close and lock the door. I walk back up the stairs. I walk into Jayla's room. "Drink the orange juice, it'll make you feel better" he tells Jayla. He hands Jayla her bottle. "Mommy" Jayla says while looking at me but Ryan doesn't seem to notice. "What would you think if mommy had a baby with me?" He mumbles. "Heaven and Ne' " Jayla says. "No not Heaven and Nevaeh, another baby" he says. She nods her head yes. I smile. "So if I told you mommy had a baby in her tummy would you be happy?" He ask her. She nods her head yes. He smiles then stands up. "Go back to sleep okay?" He says. She nods her head. "Bye Ry" she mumbles. "By Lala"he mumbles. He turns around and sees me. He walks past me and out the room, but he grabs my hand in the process. "What were you telling Jayla?" I ask him while we walk into my room. He turns around to face me and wraps his arms around my waist. "Don't worry about it" he whispers in my ear then nibbles on it. I giggle. "Why you rubbing yo stomach?" Ryan ask. I look down and laugh. "Kayla says I have baby bump fever" I mumble while getting into the bed. "What's that?" He ask. "She said that I want to be pregnant and have a bump" I mumble. He chuckles. "Why are you in bed?" He ask. "I'm tired" I mumble while yawning. "How the hell you gonna go sleep and leave me up like that?" He mumbles. "Come sleep with me then" I mumble while rubbing my eyes. "Nah, you come" he mumbles. "Ryan I'm going to sleep" I mumble. The door bell rings. I groan. "I'll get it" Ryan mumbles. Seconds later I hear two males calling my name. I get up and walk down the stairs. "What" I mumble then look up. "Jaden" I choke. "Why the fuck you got this nigga here" he says. "Nigga you better watch how you talking to my girl" Ryan says. They start getting closer and closer to eachother. They're about the same height. "Okay yall just needa chill" I say. "Jamie go upstairs" Ryan says still staring at Jaden. "No" I mumble. His jaw clenches. "Jamie go upstairs now" he mumbles again. "No, I'm not leaving yall down here, I don't want my house to be a crime scene" I mumble. "Jamie" he says again while looking at me. I sigh. "Fine, but gimme all yall weapons" I mumble. He sighs. Jaden hands me three guns and two pocket knives. Ryan hands me a gun and a pocket knife. "Really Ryan, you think I'm stupid" I mumble. He sighs. He gives me screwdrivers, more guns, a bomb, and another pocket knife. These niggas stays strapped. I put all the things in a bag and take it upstairs with me. I close the door. "These niggas think I'm stupid" I mumble. My dad had a camera installed in my house. I turn on my flat screen to see them. They're just standing there staring at eachother. "Why the fuck you here nigga?" Ryan says. "I should be asking you the same thing" Jaden mumbles. "Listen I ain't here to play no damn games, I came here for my kids" Jaden says. "The twins are with Jamie's parents and Jayla is upstairs with her friend sleeping." Ryan mumbles. "Then imma go fuck my girl" Jaden mumbles while trying to walk into the house. "Nigga I don't know who yo girl is but I know she ain't in this house" Ryan says. Jaden chuckles. "So yall fucking now?" Jaden ask. "That's shit that don't concern you" Ryan says. Out of nowhere Jaden punches Ryan in his face. I sigh. I grab my wooden baseball bat. I'm only going to do temporary damage. I open the door and walk down the stairs. They're on the floor trying to kill eachother. I sigh. "If yall wake up my daughter....." I growl. They ignore me. Jaden pulls a gun from God knows where. "Jaden put the gun down" I mumble getting irritated. Jaden aims the gun. "Daddy?" Jayla mumbles. I run up the stairs and stand infront of Jayla. "Go back to bed baby" I mumble. "Da" she mumbles. I sigh. I look back at Jaden and he's walking up the steps towards us. He reaches for Jayla but she backs away and hides being my leg. I bend down. "Jayla it's daddy, aren't you going to give him a kiss" I mumble. She shakes her head no. I lift her up. I slowly walk to him. "No mommy" she cries. "Jayla don't act like that, you'll make him sad" I mumble as she hides her face in my neck. Jaden rubs her back. He slowly takes her from me. "Mommy" she cries. " Do you see what you're putting our child through, you went M.I.A on her for two days" I say while taking her away from him. "Nah......because you got that nigga around my daughter she rejecting me " he says while staring at Ryan. "Jaden don't try to blame your wrong on Ryan" I mumble. He continues staring at Ryan. Ryan isn't paying him any attention. He's standing up infront of the couch cleaning his guns. I sigh. I walk to Jaylas room and put her on her bed. "Just try to go to sleep okay baby, I'll come back to check on you" I mumble. She nods her head then closes her eyes. I close her bedroom door. I look at the couch and Ryan is still cleaning his guns. Jaden disappeared. I walk down the stairs and walk to Ryan. "Where'd he go?" I mumble. He shrugs his shoulders. "Are you mad?" I ask him. He ignores me. Ryan looks up. "Jamie move" Ryan says then pushes me to the side. I fall onto the floor and hit my head against the wall. Bullets start flying into Ryan. I scream. I stand up and freeze for second. My head hurts like crazy. I walk over to Ryan who's on the floor. "Jaden what the fuck did you do!" I scream at him as he walks to the door. "I did what had to be done" he mumbles then walks out the house. I look down at Ryan confused. He isn't even bleeding. I rip off his shirt. "That shit hurt" he mumbles. He has on a bullet proof vest. I smile. "You scared me" I mumble then peck his lips. "I didn't mean to" he mumbles while kissing me back. I smile. "I love you" he mumbles then pecks my lips. "I love you too" I mumble then suck on his bottom lip. This nigga scared me so badly.