The Secret & Feelings

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September 2,

My first day of Hogwarts is over thankfully. It was strange. I have detentions already for saying "The Dark Lord" and having an attitude. I can't help I have attitude I take medicine for my bipolar depression but I've been forgetting to. Its been so long since I've written in my journal. There's so much I want to say and talk about but I'm scared. I almost told my potions professor about my secret. I just mumbled on not caring. There's something so inviting about Severus Tobias Snape but yet he's closed off and hidden. Headmaster Albus is my guardian he knows of my secret. Hell this secret is eating at me from my inside out. Severus knew Lily and James. As soon as he finds out I'm related to the man who killed them he's gonna hate me worse than he already does, he's gonna tell everyone and my new start here is gonna end. Why did my mother have to fall for a man like Voldemort. Why did I have to be the darkest of wizards daughter? I never really knew my mother as well and he never talked about her. I refuse to take Riddle as a last name. I live a life of lies, and hopelessness. I carry the dark mark with me everywhere I go unable to get rid of it. My so called father marked me when I was 13, it burned and hurt so much. I didn't chose this. I didn't want this. I've done horrible things, but I don't want to be a death eater anymore.

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