Nicki POV
I know Ciara probably thinks I don't give a fuck about our relationship,I wish she would stop being so dramatic. I'm not gonna lie,the last week I have been busy like no other,with the movie,interviews,and calls from my manager with other shoots,it's been hectic and I haven't had time to pay attention to anybody. I called the director and told him I would be in late,I hate when she's mad at me or ignoring me. I sleep later than usual and it felt good,when I wake up I check the time and see its 8:15,damn I missed the kids. I look around and see I'm alone,where's Ci? I go in the bathroom and do my hygiene things,I go back into the bedroom and get my phone,I sit on the bed and text Ci.
Me: Where are you?
Babygirl 😍🔥💖💍: In the kitchen
Me: Come upstairs,I really wanna talk to you
A few seconds later she comes into the bedroom and raises her eyebrow. She sits on the bed and I turn towards her.
"I know I haven't been around you and the kids recently and I'm sorry" I say
She just stares at me and I start to feel uncomfortable.
"Did you hear me?" I ask
"I heard you,and I'm tired of you saying you're sorry ever other day" She says
"What am I suppose to say?" I ask
"Stop doing things that make you say sorry" She says
"My bad" I say softly
"At this point I don't even care almost if I don't see you daily,but the fact that the kids don't even see you now is unacceptable" She says
I start feeling some type of way,I don't want it to look like I don't care.
"It's not that I don't want to" I say
I was lowkey pissed.
"Deadass yo-" I cut her off by kissing her deeply
I wanted to change the topic quickly.
"Gosh you're so oblivious to what I'm saying" She says while pushing me away
I push her back on the bed and straddle her.
"I'm not oblivious" I say while leaning down and kissing her again
"Leave me alone Onika" She mumbles
"Not until you relax" I say
I slowly kiss down her neck and I hear her moan,I smirk. I sit up and pull her shirt off.
"Stop getting upset easily" I say
I get up and pull her sweats off,I get comfortable between her legs and trace the hem of her underwear.
"I'll try harder to spend time with you and the kids more" I say
"You keep saying that" She says
"I mean it" I say
"Alright" She says
I kiss her cheek and run my hand over her stomach.
"I know sometimes I don't always tell you but I love you and I put your soul through a lot and test the weight of your heart but I'm always gonna be there for you when you need me,I know at first I wasn't but lately I have,you got all of my heart,I gave you my word to love you till the end I will,you are someone I depend on,no matter how I act sometimes I know you won't walk away,so just try to get through these next 4 months,I do care about this relationship,I'd rather be by myself without you cause nobody else can really understand me or what I need but you,what we have is real no matter what happens,if you wanna call it hood love then so be it,you be fussin and screaming like it's over then I'll be wanting nothing more than to just hold you and tell you how much I love you,I always miss you when I'm not around you,so don't think I don't care" I say
"Are you serious this time?" She asks
"Yea" I say
I kiss down her chest and continue from where I left off.
A/N: They are so complicated lol! Next update soon!
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