Where Did You Go?

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Ciara POV

I was in the bedroom with Nicki and she had no chill. She was talking in all types of accents and putting on a show with them.

"These crumpets are quite dashing today aren't they love?" She asks in a English accent

"I don't know" I say

"Oh really,here" She say in the same accent

"Ok,I'm done" I chuckle

"What's that name you call me,starts with a b,ends with a y,say it so innocent" She says in a French accent

"Baby?" I ask

"Ah yes,sound so sweet" She says in the same accent

"Fuck on" I laugh

"No" She says

"What you doing today?" She asks

"Going over the last touches for the magazine" I say

"Ok,I'll text you on my breaks,let me know how it goes" She says

"Alright" I say

"Love you,bye" She says

"Love you too" I say

She walks out the room and I go into the bathroom. I wash my hair a little while I'm on there. When I get out I put on a simple blank outfit and leave my hair curly. I grab my phone and keys and go to where the other models are shooting. I walk up to the photographer and he tells the models to take a break.

"Hi Ciara,you're ready to see the photos?" He asks

"Yea" I say

I follow him to the back and he pulls out a book with all the photos we've taken.

"As you know this is a 50 page spread for you so you choose 25 photos and me and your manager will choose 25 altogether" He says

"Ok,these came out really good" I smile while holding one

"I can't take all the credit,you're a natural,you bring the pictures to life" He says

I smile and choose what pictures I want in it. I go back home and straighten up the house with some music playing. I get a text from Nicki causing me to smile.

Baby 😘😍💖💍: You're beautiful,never forget that

Before I can reply another one comes in.

Baby 😘😍💖💍: And fun

Baby 😘😍💖💍: And my world

Me: Awe you're so sweet

Baby 😘😍💖💍: Just like you 👅

Me: DISMISSED 😂😂😂😂

Baby 😘😍💖💍: Lol

I know me and Nicki are on good terms but it doesn't feel the same. Everybody's telling me to wait till the movie is over but I don't want us to get anymore complicated than we already are and I don't want her attention to go to somebody else. My train of thought is running low as the days go by and it's tiring. Stressing got the best of me,maybe I should just fall back. I'm a mess right now,out of order,torn up,and going down,my emotions are higher than they've ever been,I want her to hold me together cause I feel like I'm pouring out. I need her to just give it her all,where we're at is better than it's been the last month but it just doesn't feel the same. I don't want to believe that she doesn't think of me in the way I do of her still,I feel like we're drifting apart. I just wanna know where did the side of her I know go.

A/N: I hope they don't grow apart *sigh* :( Sorry it's short! Next update soon!

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