Ciara POV
It has been a wild 2 weeks,I just wanna know why this all had to happen. I don't know how Nicki feels about the situation and sadly I don't care. I'm on my way to pick up Zahir from school,I hope he doesn't ask me questions about me and Nicki,he has lately. I pull up to the school and he gets in with his friends.
"Hey mom" He says while hugging me
"Hi Ms. Ciara" They say
"Hey" I say
"Y'all going back to the house?" I ask
"Is there food there?" Zahir asks
"Yea" I chuckle
"Then yea" He says
"So what's up with you and your girlfriend?" I ask
"Nothing,why?" He asks
"Just curious" I say
"Excuse my language but I don't like the hoe" Justine says
"Justine" He sighs
"No,I'm not gonna sit here and watch her use you and not say something" She says
So she a hoe? Ok,hmm.
"What makes you think that?" I ask
"It's always talked about how she sleeping with everybody" Skylar says
"True" Tyler says
"If that's how y'all feel,why did y'all encourage me to ask her out?" Zahir asks
"That was before I knew shawty was hoppin" Sean says
"Zahir know I don't like her so we got that sorted out already" Justine says
I furrow my eyebrows and look at him,I'm gonna keep a hawk eye out on her. I pull up to the house and we go in. They go in the kitchen and I text J'Shawn,letting him know I'll be leaving the house soon. He wanted all of us to come over.
"I'm bout to go to uncle J'Shawn house with Onara and Onji,y'all wanna come" I ask Zahir
"Ok,ima take my car though" He says
We walk out and I get in the car with Onara and Onji.
"Ma not coming?" Onji asks
I feel bad that they don't know we're getting divorced but it's not the right time to tell them.
"She's meeting us there" I say
When we get there I wait for Zahir to get out his car with his friends. I knock on the door and a fee seconds later J'Shawn opens it.
"Fam bam" He says while hugging us
We go in the house and Tyla runs up to me.
"My baby mama is here!" She says while hugging me
"What's up side piece" I say
"Tried" She says
I laugh and she goes to greet the kids,Chanel tells me to follow her to the kitchen and in the process I see Nicki talking to Davis. We make eye contact and when I try to look away I can't. I help Chanel bring wine glasses out and I sit on the couch next to Tyla.
"Mom aren't you and Ma gonna talk?" Zahir asks confused
I look at him then up at Nicki,I sigh and stand up. I walk over to her and slowly hug her,she hugs me back and I move before it goes any further. Before I can sit down Kelly,Nicole,Jhené,and Brenda pull me into the kitchen.
"What's up with you and Nicki?" Kelly asks
"What you mean?" I ask
"Girl it's obvious,Zahir had to ask if y'all was gonna talk? Some shit jumping" Jhené says
I look around to make sure the kids are not around.
"We're getting a divorce" I say
"Again!? Why?" Jhené gasps
"I'm tired of being ignored" I say
"It got that bad?" Brenda asks
"Yea,she the one who suggested it anyway" I sigh
"Stop! No way" Nicole says
"What she say?" Kelly asks
"She said she swear he didn't wanna say this but I'm gonna stop getting worked up over the things she does that I don't like,then she got quiet and said or maybe it's best if we get a divorce" I say
"Do the kids know?" Brenda asks
"No,tho doesn't get around to anybody,ok?" I ask seriously
"Ok" They all say
"Do you still love her?" Jhené asks
"I don't know" I say
I've thinking about her and I,wondering why were not getting along. So frustrated cause what we had was a happy home,we don't talk no more and strangely,it feels better when I'm alone. I remember when I would be out without her and she checked on me and made time to call. But things started to change I barely heard from her at least once a day. Sometimes I feel like there's no getting through to her,like she doesn't appreciate all that I do. I'm slowly falling out of love with her and I don't know what to do. How did we end up here this way? She has tried to talk to me a few times but I'm done with everything,I got no respect,tust,or honesty from her for 7 months and it got tiring. If she felt that was the best thing for us to do then so be it.
A/N: They need to stop and fix it! Ugh!!!! :( Next update soon!
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Romance17 years later and Ciara and Nicki are still happily married. After a whirlwind of their life 17 years ago you would think everything was fine now.....but that's not the case. With raising their kids and assumptions building up,will this make or bre...
