My Brothers best friend the bad boy.

Ch.13

LJs pov

As he is on top of me. I think to myself what are you doing this isn't good. If you do this then you have to tell him about you. He'll think that your just some sick kid.

"Do you want to do this?" He stops kissing me and asks

"No." I say and he stops

"Um ok." Ethan says and gets off me. He puts in his pants and shirt.

"Wait I didn't mean it like that. I want to but I can't." I say

"You've done it before why can't you now?" He says

"I can't tell you. You won't understand either." I say

"Well fine then I'll go." He says and walks out and slams my door.

I start to cry but I don't know why I was crying. He is a bad boy and my brothers best friend. I shouldn't like him. He's a player. I needed to rant so I called Sam. I know she's with rich boy but I hope he is gone.

"Hello?"

"Hey Sam can you come over I need to tell you something?" I ask

"Yeah ok I'll be right over." She says

I hang the phone up and wait for her.then 2 seconds later I hear someone at the door. I thought it was her but it wasn't. It was the pizza guy. I give the guy a tip and put the pizza in the kitchen.

About 10 minutes later Sam arrives.

"Hey LJ what's up?" She says and sits next to me on the couch.

"Before I say it what happened to rich boy?" I ask

"He went home before you called." She says and I nod, "so what's up?"

"Well when I got home Ethan was in my room he was having a wet dream." She interrupts me

"Ok to much fast forward please." She says

"Ok well Ethan picked me up as we were kissing..." She interrupts me again

"Y'all kissed?" She says excited

"Let me finish for god sake. We started to make out then he took his pants off asked me if I wanted to do it and I told him no." I say and take a breath

"He wanted you to take his pants off?" She says confused

"No he asked me if I wanted to have sex." I say and SAMs eyes get wide

"Go on." She says interested

"I told him I didn't want to and he said ok it's fine but he started to leave. I told him to stay. Then we fought on how I have had sex but I'd don't with him. He then left." I say, " but I want to have sex with him but I don't"

"Why didn't you have sex?" She ask

"I didn't want to lie to him if I passed out or because my nose started bleeding." I say

"LJ come on he won't act weird about it." She says

"Yes he would. That's the reason Jordan and I broke up. I lied to him about those things and where I was. I don't want people to run away like my dad." I says harsh

"LJ your dad loved you." She says

"For the first hour I was born. After he found out about my cancer he was scared. When I started to lost my hair when I was in 2nd grade he got crazy about it. He left my family. Gave us a thousand dollars and we never saw him again. Those years I though Josh hated me because I was the reason dad left." I say and cry

"LJ your brother didn't hate you." She says

"Well he didn't hate me when the cancer went away when we went to middle school. He thought dad mite can me back. Then 9th grade started and I found out it came back but not as severe." I say

"Stop that. Your brother loves you. Knowing the way Ethan acts around you. He isn't going to look at you like a sick little girl. He'll see you ask LJ. Yeah he's a player and bad boy, but he likes you." She says and I look up at her

"What if he acts weird about it?" I ask

"Then he is no good for you. But I don't think that will happen." She says and hugs me.

"Hey so my mom ordered pizza. You want to watch some supernatural and eat pizza?" I ask

"Totally." She says and I grab the pizza box and sit with her.

Ethan's pov

I ran out of her room. I stop at the front door. I go to turn around but I don't. I run outside to my car and head to this place that will let my stress out.

I drive and drive once I get there I walk into the place and the guy says I have and hour before they closes. I get to the punching bags and punch hard and then harder.

"Hey I had a girl come in here about 1 ago doing the same thing as you." This guy says coming closes to me

"Ok man I'm just trying to let out some steam." I say

"Well here we do kick boxing, boxing, and wrestling are you interested?" The guy says

"Yeah that sounds cool what days?" I ask

"Come in next week on Tuesday I'll show you our team." He guy says

"Thanks man. You just helped my day." I say and shake his hand. It felt so similar.

"Well the guy up front lied to you. The shop closed about 30 minutes ago. But I guess you looked big to him that he didn't want to mess with you." The guy says

"Oh well um I feel a lot better now thanks man." I say

"Welcome see you Tuesday." He says and I nod my head

I get into my car and head home I try and call LJ to tell her I'm sorry. I pull up in the driveway and I see that Sams car in the driveway. I walk in and I see Sam and LJ on the couch watching tv but LJ was asleep.

"Oh hey Ethan I have to go but could you take her upstairs?" Sam asks me

"Yeah sure alright." I say and Sam gets up and gives me a hug and wake out.

I grab LJ and take her upstairs to her room. I put her under the covers and remove her socks. She hates wearing socks to bed. I go to walk away by then I hear LJ say something while she was asleep.

"Please no more treatment I feel better."

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Hey guys I hope you liked it. I was kind of having some writers block but I finally got it. Thanks for all the reads and favs and comments.