Nights..

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by Countrygirl1055

by Countrygirl1055

I never would honestly thought I would be dependent on a sweatshirt to sleep. It keeps me calm and helps me so much. I guess it's because of that one person who loves me to death and gets very bothered if I'm in any pain.

At night I replay everything in my head and all my thoughts go lose. Sometimes I think that's why I can't sleep at all.

I feel safe with that sweatshirt and it reminds me of things, but whenever I am asked if I want it I always say no. It's his, not, mine. I shouldn't feel so dependent on his sweatshirt to sleep. But it reminds me of him and makes me smile.

I just have a lot of thoughts on my mind and lately I can't sleep. When he takes his sweatshirt back.... I miss it and can't sleep.

I don't know what it is or why but that sweatshirt means a lot to me.

~ Countrygirl1055