The Journal Of Truth

Just how it is

One second someone is nice to me the next they are mean. Their mood switches. Why do I even bother trying to be friends with someone who is like that? One second they care and then the next they don't. I know I deserve better but for some reason if they need something I will always be there. Maybe it's just the real person I am. How much I actually care. It's just how easily their mood switches. One second I am their friend and the next they decide that they don't want to talk to me. I know that they are only using me and if they have a problem they will come to me. I am always under a spell and I don't know why or how. I can easily be used like that and I am sick of it. Maybe next time I will tell them to get overthemselves and to message me when they want. Or maybe I will just tell them that I won't keep doing this. Either way, none of that will happen. I guess I am not strong enough to say that? Or maybe it's just I want them to talk to me and it effects me a lot when they don't. I need to change but I don't know exactly how....

~Countrygirl1055