Vampire Knight: My Vampire Nekos

Taken By The Senate

I clutch the vile of blood tightly. The vile containing Kaname's blood. The blood that could change me forever if I decide to drink it or if I'm forced to drink it. Yet I don't know if I want to go through with that. What would it mean for Kaname, Zero, and me? I'd be more connected to Kaname since his blood will be coursing through my veins. Awakening the vampire in me. Turning me like him. A pureblood other vampires will have no choice, but to follow. I don't think I can live up to that. I may be a natural born leader, but I'm not honed in that talent to lead a thing. But I don't have a choice right now.

"I-I understand." I say looking up at Kaito.

"You're going through with this?!" Zero questions me hurt. I look towards his hurt expression, and look away.

"I don't really know. I'm going to rely on my own power." I tell him with a small smile. I see a hint of relief in his eyes, but it's not enough to him.

"Don't be stubborn! If you have to take it you will take it!" Kaito yells out at me.

"Have a little faith in me! I can do this!" I yell right back, and stand up to meet his gaze head on. "Now, are we going or what?" I question putting the vile in my bra. What? I don't have another convenient hiding spot. Kaito shakes his head, and hands me a chain.

"Wear it around your neck." I mimic him silently, and pull out the vile. Putting the chain on it, and putting it around my neck. hiding the vile under my shirt.

"Now?" I question. Kaito sighs, and nods his head. I smile, and he opens the door for me. I start walking towards it, but stop, and turn back.

"I'm going to be okay." I say putting my hands on Kaname and Zero's heads. I look at them with a smile, and then kiss each of their cheeks. I stand up straight, and look over at Ichiru. I hug him tightly, and he too holds me back.

"Be careful." He whispers to me.

"Yes, sir!" I say with a salute. He forces a smile, but he's still worried about me. It's sweet, but I don't want them worrying needlessly about me.

I wave at them one last time, and exit. Kaito closes the door behind us, and I follow the only path there is back to President Cross's office. My heart pounds with every step I take. It's scary, but I have to go through with this.

Maybe when I'm set on one thing. . .I'll decide if I want Kaname to turn me or not. Or if I even want to be with him. It's all a mess right now, but I can't think about my issues right now. I have to focus on rescuing Yagari-sensei right now, getting the Senate to trust me, and making sure they don't start to hurt me.

"Remember, the play fight." I arch an eyebrow.

"What? When was this?" I question him.

"Oh, did I forget to mention that?" He questions me. I can just see the sarcasm rolling off of him.

"You're so lucky I was in Drama Class. I can improv this easily." I say with a snap of my fingers. Kaito shakes his head, and turns me around to start walking out again.

"Now do I start a struggle now or when we get into President Cross's office?" I question him.

"When we get into his office." He says. I nod my head, and we head in.

"How was your training, Alondra?" President Cross questions me. I look over at Kaito. I don't even know if there's some kind of cue. He shakes his head.

"It was fine. In just a week too." I say with a grin. He smiles, and nods his head.

"Alright. Are you prepared then?" I get serious, and nod my head.