Breathing

Chapter 38

Chapter 38




Trying to resist his kiss was impossible. I was still pissed off but his soft lips were a nice distraction. Gently pushing against his chest with my free hand was my weak attempt at discouraging him. He slowly let my wrist go. Bringing his hands to my waist, I wrapped my arms around his neck. He backed me into the wall, pressing his front to mine. His lips were removed and connected to the spot below my ear. Closing my eyes I embraced his gentle touch.

What am I doing? He was being a complete ass only 5 minutes ago.

His hips pinned me against the wall. A large hand reached down grabbing my right leg and pulling it around his waist. The pressure of his excitement prompting a small moan from me. He chuckled into my neck.

"Get off me" I shoved him. He stumbled back glaring.

His eyes were dark, hungry for me.

"Don't resist me Char" He stepped back to me. Eyes locked on mine. "You're acting like you don't want me to touch you, but you do" he smirked.

"Well you're wrong!" I attempted to push him again, but he grabbed both of my wrist. His hips were pressed into mine once more.

"You don't want that? You don't want me? You know I can make you feel real good love" he dipped his head down placing scattered kisses over my jaw and neck. He was going to win. I hadn't even realized when he let my hands go. He reached down hooking his hands behind my thighs and lifting me from the ground. Instinctively my legs wrapped around his waist.

"Yea you fucking want me" he growled. His cockiness was at an all time high. It was annoying but also sexy. I tugged on his hair, pulling him from my neck.

"Put me down" I glared.

"I'll put you down when I'm ready" he smirked. His lips returned to my neck sending me over the edge. He knew how sensitive it was and he always used it to his advantage. My fingers tangled in his messy hair. Once discouraging him now holding him against me. The fire inside was sparked. There was no going back now.

My lips found his as he pulled away from the wall taking me with him.

I broke the kiss slightly, to speak.

"Down now" I instructed. He released his grip and I landed on my feet. Pushing him into the opposite wall.

"What are-"

I reached out gripping the back of his neck. Pulling his head back down, connecting our lips in a feverish kiss. His fingers gripped tight to my waist pressing into the smooth skin as I reached down popping the button on his jeans. I slipped my hand past the band of his briefs. His breathing quickened as the kiss became a little sloppy. Taking him in my hand he was instantly hard. He moaned into the kiss. I gently stroked him causing him to hiss with pleasure.

"Fuck!" He threw his head back."Charlie please. You can't do that-" he trailed off taking his bottom lip between his teeth. My hand was abruptly stopped and removed from his pants. He wrapped his arms around my waist lifting me up. I pressed my lips to his jaw. Trailing kisses acrossed it, as he walked us towards the bedroom. He sat me on the bed quickly shoving his jeans down before joining me. His lips found mine as we laid back. I reached down unbuttoning my jeans as well. Pushing them only so far before Harry had to take over. He sat up ridding my legs of the fabric and tossing them to the floor next to his. Pulling him back down he gripped my thighs. His excitement was pushed against me. I gasped at the contact.

"Shirt off" I demanded.

"Wow someone is feeling dominate" he smirked.

He pulled it up and over his head as did I with mine. I pushed him on to his back, straddling his waist. Bringing my lips to his neck placing soft sweet kisses across his collarbones and down his chest. I slid down his legs continuing my exploration of his toned abs and stomach. My fingers ran over the band of his black briefs but got caught. Sitting up I examined the white bandage that rested above the fabric.

"Is that your new tattoo?" I eyed him.

"Um yea..but don't look right now" he sat up on his elbows, pulling me to him. His tongue ran over my neck, gently biting at the sensitive skin.

"No I want to see" I resisted.

"It's still swollen you can look in the morning. Now come on love" he growled.

I frowned but gave in. He pulled me down, rolling us so he was on top again. He buried his head into my neck. I tugged on his curls wanting to be as close to him as possible. My hips raising to meet his as he released another deep moan before siting up slightly.

"I'm going to need a condom unless you want me to.." He ground his hips into mine.

"Harry!" I hissed. He knew what he was doing.

"I know love. Hold on" he chuckled, before leaning over pulling the drawer on his nightstand open. He wasted no time ripping the packet open. He sat up and I watched as his hands disappeared past the band of his briefs.

"If you move any slower. I will take care of myself" I snapped.

"Oh baby that temper is going to get you in all kinds of trouble" he smirked.

"Fuck you Styles!" I sat up on my elbows.

"You should chose your insults more carefully" he raised his brow.

"Don't be a dick" I rolled my eyes.

"I like this feisty side of you. Where has she been?" He leaned down his lips brushing over mine. "Haven't seen you this-"

"Pissed off if you don't stop playing games!" I pulled him down wrapping my arms around his neck.

His fingers hooked into the sides of my panties, pulling them down my legs. It had been quite a while since I let him do that. Once they reached my ankles I kicked them off. I hadn't noticed his briefs were already at the end of the bed. He was clearly just as eager as I.

"I'll go slow. Take it easy since-"

"Don't you dare" my nails dug into the back of his upper arms. My eyes narrowing.

"As you wish" he dipped his head. His lips finding mine. He pulled my leg around his waist positioning himself. I felt him press against my entrance. My breath hitching against my control.

He pulled away. I gasped seeing Liam above me.

"Are you ok? He breathed. I had to blink a couple times before Harry's worried expression came into view.

"I'm fine"

"Char are you s-"

"I'm fine Harry are you going to continue or should I get dressed?"

He eyed me clearly debating. I had managed to keep Liam out of my thoughts this whole time. I couldn't let him ruin it now. With Harry still eyeing me I could tell the direction it was heading.

"Please babe I want you to continue" my fingers massaged the back of his neck. His eyes softened.

"I love you" he pecked my lips.

"I love you too"

I felt him push into my entrance. My eyes closing as my body adjusted to the old but familiar feeling of him inside me. His hips guided his slow movements. He dropped his head as he found a slow yet steady rhythm. I gasped as he filled me completely.

"Harry-" I moaned into his ear.

"Fuck hold on." He pulled out slowly, before guiding himself back in. "Are you ok?"

"I'm fine but babe please speed up" I placed a soft kiss on his lips.

"Yes ma'am" he crashed his lips into mine as he picked up the pace.

My hips met his thrusts. A deep moan escaping his lips as I drug my nails across his back.

"Don't start that. It's been to long and I won't last long" he growled.

"Well turn us over and I won't be able to" I breathed.

"You want to be on top?" He continued his torturous grinding.

"Yes" he rolled on to his back taking me with him. I laughed as I sat up resting my hands on his chest. Large hands held to my waist as my hips rocked a steady pace.

"Fuck Charlie. This is definitely my favorite position" he squeezed his eyes closed. His fingers gripped tighter as I sped up slightly. I dipped my head down placing soft kisses over his damp skin. I sat up again closing my eyes as his hips followed my rhythm. I felt scratching against my inner thigh. The stupid bandage from his tattoo was coming off.

"Take that off"

"What?" He huffed.

"That fucking bandage it's scratching me!"

"No just ignore it" he tried pulling me back down.

"No! Dammit Harry it hurts!" I reached down ripping it off. I couldn't help but notice the writing underneath.

Two words written in script. Two words that made my heart sink. The fire inside was no longer lead by desire but fuled by anger. Before I could stop myself my right hand flew across his face as I scrambled off of him and out of the bed.

"WHAT THE FUCK!" He sat up holding the fresh red mark on his cheek.

"How could you? Why would you get that?" I screamed at him.

"Charlie baby please don't be mad I just-"

I couldn't pull my clothes on fast enough as I buttoned my jeans and began looking for my shirt.

"You stupid bastard"

He was out of the bed pulling his briefs on.

"Charlie please" he tried grabbing my hand.

"Don't fucking touch me!" I barked.

"Baby please!" He stepped towards me.

"No! Stay the fuck away from me!"

He stepped back clearly wounded by my words.

"Char" his voice was shaky.

"Don't Harry ok? You have done enough!" I pulled my hoody on since I couldn't find my shirt.

Swinging the bedroom door open I stormed out into the hallway. Harry was right behind me.

"Charlie listen to me I just wanted you to know how much I care about you!"

I turned on my heels. Clearly catching him off guard as he quickly stopped to keep from running into me.

"How much you care?" I was going to explode if I stayed in the apartment any longer. "Tell me you love me! Buy me flowers or something! Don't get a tattoo that will remind me of the first person that broke my heart!"

"Charlie I didn't know-"

"You didn't know? I may not of told you everything that happen but the fact that I'm not with him anymore should be enough of a hint that something went very wrong! He made promises that he didn't keep! I gave him everything! And he broke me! Now you get the same tattoo so it can taunt me every time I see you without a shirt?"

"Charlie I'm sorry. I just want to be your forever. I thought I could fix whatever it is that he did! I could be your 'And Beyond'" he tried grabbing my hand for a second time.

"I said don't fucking touch me Harry! You thought wrong!"

I backed away from him. His eyes pleading with me not to go.

"Love please..don't do this" his voice cracked.

"I just need to be away from here." I
turned rushing out of the front door.






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