Chapter 5

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-morning time-


I woke up and felt a throbbing pain at the back of my neck. I was on a sofa with a blanket on top of me.

did jason do what I remembered last night or was it just a nightmare?

I heard talking from a room which I'm presuming is the kitchen as I could smell the lovely scent of bacon so i went over to listen and smell a bit more.

Yes I love food.

"How could you Jason?" I heard alex mumble

"Me?, what about you. You killed all of your girlfriends" Jason shouted back at Alex

That's when I remembered everything.

Alex pulled Jason back and hit him a couple of times and I remember seeing Jason cursing under his breath and giving me the death glare as he wondered out of the wardrobe

I must have blacked out after that because I don't remember anything,

Alex must have tucked me in but why though, that's what scared me?!

While I kind of wondered into my thoughts I never noticed Jason was right in front of me staring at me,

I felt a cold shiver down my spine and felt suddenly so scared.

What was he going to do?

I felt Jason pinch my cheek softly

and kiss my forehead and pulled me into him

I cried into his chest, not because I was upset but because.. Okay yeah I was upset.

and held onto his tank top tightly

he picked me up and placed me onto him as if I was a little girl who was lost,

which was exactly what I really was...

He walked up to his room and placed me on the bed and sat opposite me and looked down.

his hair was down and it looked so much cuter then his normal spike up hair.

Wait why am I thinking about how cute he is?

He whipped me like I was a horse yesterday.

"I'm sorry" he whispered looking down at the sheets.

"don't worry its okay" I mumbled quietly, I've heard this bullshit before but not from Jason

he then smiled and ran out the room and came back in with about 7 massive shopping bags

he threw them onto the bed and pointed at them.

A smile growing on his face as I looked inside.

"Oh Jason" I cried when I relaised he had been out and brought me clothes, makeup and even lingerie!

"I checked your sizes and guessed the rest, if they don't fit, I know someone who can help fit them" he said smiling and also blushing a bit.

I couldn't help but blush back and I had this urge to run up to him and kiss him

so I did...

I pecked his cheek and ran back onto the bed admiring the mascara he had picked up along with the blusher.

I'd never been given makeup or even decent clothes so you can maybe understand as to why I'm so excited

"You look better without makeup" Jason winked at me

I must have turned crimson because he came over and hugged me from behind which made me tingle up all inside.

(WAS IT MEANT TO FEEL LIKE THAT)

Even though I was completely gobsmacked and flattered why did Jason want me?

Was their more to him?

JASONS POV:

"Wanna try the clothes on maybe" I asked hoping the answer would be yes..

Amber glared at me and smiled while nodding, that beautiful smile that lit up my world.

I loved her.

But how can Americas biggest criminal love?

I don't even know what love means

let alone what it feels like but whenever I'm around amber butterflies fly around inside my stomach...

I was that much in a daze that I didn't notice she had gone into the bathroom to change when she came out she looked beautiful,

I got her a strapless black dress which fitted her perfectly,

everything about her was perfect even without trying but when I looked closly at her I saw something I didn't want to see.

Her arms had cutting scars on them.

I ran to her and grabbed her arm, examining the cuts, they were definetly cuts with a razor.

real deep and intense.

I kissed her arm which had her blushing but I then had to question

"What's that baby?"

"Oh its erm nothing" she mumbled moving her arm away from my grasp.

"It is definitely something" I said and wouldn't take my eyes off those cuts.

"Why would you do this to yourself?, your perfect" I questioned her

"I'm nothing" she replied with sadness in her voice, I then felt water on my sock

and noticed she was crying

"Why are you crying beautiful?" I mumbled to her as she looked down, I lifted her chin up so she was looking at me.

Why did I feel like I should care for her I do not know but when I saw her wondering in the dark, I wanted her.

And we all know Jason he's gets everything he wants.

But if this crying carries on I swear I'm gonna slap this bitch.

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