----AMBER'S POV CONTINUED----
He looked up at me. His eyes the beautiful hazel colour as always.
'I c..can't' he whispered
'Can't what Jason?'
'L..love you, I can't love you' he said raising his voice a bit louder.
I'm shocked the heart doesn't make a noise when it cracks.
Into a million pieces.
'W--why?' I couldn't help but ask, my eyes were watering up more now and Jason knew it.
I thought he would mellow up a bit.
But his eyes went black.
Pitch black.
'Because I came here to kill you Amber' he shouted, he punched the wall with his fist and threw the whole dining table over, he picked up a knife from the floor and looked up at me, he grinned, that evil grin.
I ran out the room, towards the front door, he was going to kill me.
And I know deep down he'll have no regrets.
I ran out, I didn't stop. I just couldn't how can I stop now?
I loved Jason more then anything. He took me in and looked after me.
But he scarred me.
But why did he still come after me?, why did he follow me?
Why did he always come back for me?
I stopped running but I didn't turn around. I could hear footsteps behind me. I didn't want to turn around, I didn't want to see Jasons dark eyes or his beautiful hair.
I wanted to see Justin.
I wanted him to tell me everythings going to be okay.
I looked down and thought about everything.
I thought about Leeha, what was her secret?, why does she stay with that cute but abusive harry?
I noticed a drop of water on the floor.
Had it started raining?
I looked up and saw Jason, he was looking down too.
He was crying.
He looked up and his eyes were red and watery.
'Come here baby' he cooed as he pulled me into him.
I jumped onto him like a little girl and dug my face into his shoulders and cried and cried.
'If I could just die in your arms, I wouldn't mind' jason sang.
I loved his voice, he made me feel safe.
I loved Jason.
I know I did.
But what about Justin.
The reason I don't get fireworks when I see Justin is because I feel like I'm having a bonfire when I'm with Justin...
I feel like I'm on top of the world when I'm with Justin.
I don't feel the same about Jason because I don't Love Justin.
I want Justin.
I need Justin.
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Runaway (Jason Mccann)
FanfictionAmber was a nobody. She was a slave. She had nothing. No friends, no life, no anything. Jason promised he would care for her and always be there but can Americas biggest criminal keep promises? -contains graphic scenes throughout-
