Hamilton characters x reader

John Laurens x fem!reader

John Laurens x fem!reader
modern au

warning: cussing, mentions of sex, and poor writing.

request: none I thought of this in the middle of listening to rain.
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"Get out! get out!!" y/n shouted in her empty apartment. she had tears in her eyes, 'I didn't just do that. no that didn't happen' the girl thought while frantically trying to cover up. the green eyed mystery was struggling to find his shirt.
y/n has been a widow for about 3 years. her little boy in preschool, Preston was at his auntie's for the week. after her husband died y/n ran. she ran from her problems. she ran from herself. but protecting Preston all in the mix.
y/n pushed the man out of her room. covering up her face to not show her emotions. as the curly haired boy left y/n didn't know what to do. her head kept going back to him. her husband.
he had died in Afghanistan saving a boy's life. the boy had a leg caught under a tree in the forest y/N'S husband was only a surgeon so he didn't have the muscle capacity to save him. yet he tried. he freed the boy only to get captured by the opponent. they held him captive and hurt him. but her husband being a true patriot hadn't given any information. which then causing his inevitable death.

John's Pov:
as I woke up I was ready to roll out of bed when a beautiful girl next to me had her arms wrapped around my waist.
y/n I remember now. we had been at the bar, she was being hit on my a brute and I decided to save her. her perfect h/l hair cascaded around her like a goddess in one of those science fiction movies. we talked, laughed, and I even saw her shead a tear.
*flash back*
the smell of smoke and burnt out cigarettes would typically bother me but I was too involved in a conversation with a beautiful woman. her absolutely stunning e/c eyes sparkled as she shared her opinions of the subject matter I wasn't paying attention too.
"John-" she began but someone I knew too well cut her off.
"Laurence, can we chat?" I saw my good pal Alexander smirk as he pulled me away from the beautiful view.
"uh, Alexander i'm kinda in the middle of something-" he quickly cut me off by saying.
"gonna introduce me to your lady friend? is she why you blew us off completely tonight?" Alexander questioned with his playful smile.
"no no n o. Alexander I blew you guys off because i'm dealing with some stuff. and why would I introduce someone so perfect to you.  she's mine, you have Eliza AND Anjelica. I think it's time for me to get some. as you all keep telling me." I said in air quotes in a quiet but serious tone. I knew he understood when he looked back at me then back at the girl. I walked back over to the y/n.
"sorry about my friend, he was trying not to be a dick. but anyways you were saying?" I said looking into her beautiful eyes.
"I was gonna say, I really like you, and trust me I do. but if you're looking for something to have sex with i'm really not the girl." I said looking down really not wanting to be disappointed.
"hey, I like you too like a lot. and I wasn't even thinking about that. I like to think you're too pure and innocent for that.." I said lifting up her chin so I could see her beautiful face. and she smiled she looks so beautiful.
"my apartment is upstairs if you'd like me to make some actual food." she said still smiling. I was so happy she asked so I just smiled and nodded.
**end flashback**
we ended up ordering pizza cause she caught the Macaroni on fire. we watched movies and cuddles talked and smiled. It was the best night of my life. I don't understand why she's freaking out.
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your Pov
'wait we both had clothes on why am I thinking this way. why was I trying to cover up something already covered. he just didn't have a shirt on. holy shit I went on a date.' my thoughts were clouded now with guilt.
I made my way back into the room remember everything from last night. 
"hey, i'm sorry for rushing out like that. I, it scared me." I said trailing off.
"hey it's okay, the real question is are you okay it looks like you've been crying." he said looking at me concerned.
"I... um.. y-no." I said trying to sound okay but i'm not. he looked at me like he knew what was gonna happen next.
"I mean every word I said last night. I like you a lot. I just... my husband died three years ago and you're my first since then. and I guess the first thing that came to mind was, holy shit I just had sex. but I didn't. I just had a really really nice guy in my bed cuddling." I said blushing and looking down again. I heard shuffling on the bed and I looked up and he had his arm held out towards me.
"well you can have a perfect stranger in your bed cuddling you again." he said in a soft voice.
"I think i'm gonna take you up on that offer." I said walking back over to the bed and cuddling with him again.
"I really like you John, and I hope we can stay like this forever... or at least till my son gets home." I said in a muffled tone.
"well I do too, can't wait to meet the little guy." he said and the last part shocked me. but I smiled.
"I think I love you y/n.." I heard him say before dozing off.
"I think I love you too John." I said smiling. and falling into a nice, comfortable, sleep.