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poly!hamilsquad x reader

warnings: slight mentions of anxiety, slight mentions of pain, slight mentions of hospitals, crappy writing

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   "I can not do this right now. I can not." I said as I was getting ready to leave the hospital, my work. I just repaired a minor bowel obstruction and I am tired and ready to go home. I know what's waiting for me when I get home. my boys. my four, handsome, kind, sweet boys. the loves of my life are waiting for me. my intern has been with me for 24 hours straight and I honestly can't see her face again.
   "but Dr. L/n you just saved that guys life we should celebrate." she said looking like she woke up from a perfectly good nap. I was about to punch her in her pretty little face.
   "Dee have you ever gone home after a long day and just want to sleep and be with someone you love?" I asked. she nodded so I went on. "well I have been up for 31 hours straight and I can not stay here any longer. my companion is waiting for me. so good night." I said slipping on my sneakers. I was ready for a hot hot shower and a long awaited nap. but I knew that as soon as I stepped foot in the door I would be told to eat, drink, rest, blah blah blah.
   I walked to my car and drove all the way home. due to it being almost 10 at night I knew my boys were finishing up dinner and I would be in their arms. but when I walked . my door it was eerily quiet. nobody was waiting for my arrival. nobody was there to give me a hug. and nobody was there to make a stupid remark about me working harder than Alex.
   "boys?" I called out. I put my stuff down at the door and closed the door. no sound was made. I made my way upstairs to hear noting but snoring. I saw my loves strung across the bed. the only one awake was Alex and he was too busy playing with john's hair to notice me.
   "hey" I said quietly trying not to wake the boys. Alex looked at me and frowned. I smiled knowing very well of my disheveled state. "gross I know." I said. but I told my boss yesterday I will be taking a leave of absence upon mental reasoning, meaning I needed a couple days off for my mental health. he completely agreed after seeing me save a patient that came in with a bad head trauma. Alex laughed at my little joke. I didn't tell my boys about my little vacation yet but tomorrow.
   "i'm glad to see you. we haven't seen you in almost two days. I was contemplating chopping off a finger." he said softly with a chuckle. I got up from where I was and went to the dresser. I took out one of Herc's oversized sweaters and a pair of laf's boxers. I went to the bathroom and began a shower. as the hot water hit my back I could hear the boys shift kind of. once I got out of the shower and ready for bed I knew everyone was awake. I could hear herc mumbling and john yawning. I opened the door to the room and everyone was staring at me.  
   "well good morning sleeping princes." I said with a slight giggle waiting for their response. nobody said anything but John stood and and hugged me so tight I could melt.
   "woah woah John we don't wanna send y/n back to the hospital too early." herc said trying to pry John off of me. but I let him hold me that tight. I want someone to hold me that tight. so I hugged him back with the same strength he's using. we rocked back and fourth from one foot to the other. almost as if We haven't seen each other and years.
   "I love you." I said as we were hugging. once he finally let go he smiled and kissed me on the cheek. I could feel someone pick me up and put me on the bed. to see it was Lafayette made me smile. he knows how much I love being held. he felt so warm against my cold body. my feet are in a lot of pain from standing in them for hours. as Lafayette held me the pain was starting to bring me back to my senses. my legs, my arms, my feet all sore from hours without rest.
   "y/n do you want anything?" herc asked me as laf played with my hair. I only hummed in response too immersed in the feeling of content to answer.
   "just pain pills please." I said closing my eyes knowing I would be asked a thousand questions. laf kept going and herc was off. Alex was holding my hand and john's head was in my lap.
   "where are you in pain my love?" Alex asked concerned. I felt something touch my foot and hissed in pain. "sorry!" John said quickly. I could feel Alex let go of my hands and massage my feet. my boys take such good care of me. I opened my eyes and herc was back with pills and a cup of water.
   "laf help y/n sit up so she can take her medicine please." herc asked laf. and he gladly complied. I took the water and took a sip first to wet my mouth then took the medicine.
   "would you like to lay back down mon amour?" he asked me with his voice a bit deeper than usual. I nodded and once again he lied me down and started playing with my hair. "what time will you have to leave for work amour?" he asked me. I hummed once more smiling at the thought of my vacation.
   "no work for two weeks taking a bit of a mental health brake." I said trying not to mention my latest feelings. I was diagnosed with severe anxiety when I was 6 and most recently it's been getting out of hand. I've been having anxiety attacks after I lose a patient or before going into surgery.
   "are you alright?" John asked playing with my hands. I nodded yes and sighed. I could feel herc lay his head down on my stomach.
   "my anxiety is coming back... nothing to worry about though." I said. I know they would worry but I don't want them too. I could feel John shift.
   "i'm taking off so I can take care of you." John said now tracing shapes on my skin. I simply grunted but I won't deny it. I feel like I need and there hug right now. so I shifted so everyone could stop touching me and curled into a little ball in the middle of the bed. I felt like I needed to explain myself. why I was having anxiety. but I didn't know. I don't know. it happens at the most random times. "y/n everything's going to be okay. I promise." John said hugging me from behind. I felt a tear fall from my eye but I pushed it away before anyone could see.
   "as long as I have you, my loves, everything will always be alright." I said turning back to John to hug once more. and from then on I slept. I slept in their arms. I slept like a baby. my anxiety washing away. goodnight anxiety, good morning love.

(a/n: I'll be at Hershey park on Thursday so I definitely won't update Thursday, but another update is coming tomorrow!!!)