A Not so Perfect Story

Part 22- Cuddling

Cuddling
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     Watching the trees pass by made me some what feel happy deep down inside of me. I let out a small smile. After about another five minutes of driving, we finally got to Calvin's place. Man, the last time I was here was when I told Calvin about the baby, I sigh as he pulls into the drive way. Both of us get out of the car, and we walk into his house.

     I plop down onto the couch and Calvin sits down next to me. I look over at him, "how the actual fuck did that lady think that we are engaged?" I laugh. Calvin laughs as well, "she was missing some fuc-" I cut off Calvin's sentence with a small kiss on the lips. There was absolutely no reason for me to kiss him, I just really wanted to kiss him. Calvin chuckles, "thanks! I needed that," Calvin laughs. I let out a small sigh, "good," I laugh. Calvin rolls his eyes, "yeah good," I smirk evilly looking at him, "dats goooooood," I laugh softly. Calvin grins, "oooooooooooh I two can play this game!" he laughs getting off of the couch, "DATS GOOOOOOOOOOD," he yells. I get off of the couch, and stand in front of him with a smirk.

     "DAAAAAATS GOOOOOOOOOD!" I yell laughing at his face. He smirks at me, "dats great," he smiles, pulling me closer to him. I bite my bottom lip as I look into his eyes, this feels like the party where I was going to 'kiss' him, "yeah...g-great," I laugh softly.

     It feels like I am in a different reality when ever Calvin is close to me. Why did I even think that I didn't have feeling towards him at the hospital? I truly love him. I feel my face get warmer, I mean I did fuck him like twice, but this just feels different. This feels like this was for real, that we actually have feeling towards each other. This doesn't feel like we are doing this just for simple sex, but it feels like I just want to love him with out fucking each other.

     My heart beats faster as we start to make out, I don't know why I'm so nervous. I'm acting like this is the first time we ever kissed before. Calvin pulls away from our little make out session, and I am blushing like crazy. I just can't stop blushing. "Haden, it's like I'm fucking naked, damn!" Calvin jokes, because he knows I get really embarrassed when I blush. I growl looking at him, "fight me bitch," I start pushing him playfully.

"I will pick you up and not put you down," he rolls his eyes, as I keep pushing him. "Try me AssBoy!" I laugh, starting to poke him. "That's it!" Calvin laughs, picking me up. "CALVIN!" I scream, "PUT ME FUCKING DOWN, KILL YOURSELF FUUUUCK YOOOOOOU!" I start messing up his hair. "Noooo you fucking pushes me!" he laughs running around me carrying me around. "I will fart in you face," I threaten him. "Bitch try me," he chuckles flipping me onto his bed.

He jumps onto the bed next to me, and we both laugh at each other. I turn over to him, and we just start cuddling. The cuddling starts off very weird and awkwardly, but soon we just melt into each other. Calvin feels so warm when I'm next to me, he makes me feel safe.