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Sebastian x Reader #13 (fanfic)***

*Fanfic Title: Somewhere Only We Know. WARNING DEPRESSION AND ATTEMPT SUICIDE (DON'T TRY IT)*

Part 1 - 9:

"So this is it...", you said, "You're breaking up with me..., and you don't have the guts to say it to my face!".

"(Y/N), please, you have to understand, that's not...", before Sebastian could say any further you cut him off.

"That's not what?! Your new girlfriend?! I thought you love me. I thought you said..., you would never leave me", you said, at the edge to cry so hard.

"(Y/N), listen to me, please", said Sebastian and you could hear the pain in his voice.

"Goodbye, Sebastian", you said before hanging up.

*

(flashback)

You woke up, smiling to the sight of your boyfriend, Sebastian sleeping on his stomach and snoring a little. You lightly kissed his nose and he smiled a bit. You got up to cook breakfast.

You made a stack of pancakes for Sebastian and some bacon and eggs. Immediately, after you set everything down, Sebastian came walking into the kitchen. He gave you a kiss before sitting down to eat.

"I love you", he said with his mouth stuffed with pancakes which made you giggled. "(Y/N), listen, I got to fly off to London today", he said. You frowned.

"But you just got back", you said.

"I know, but this movie is important for me to finish. I promise you once this done, we'll spend time, ok?", he said.

That was what he said three months ago and again six months ago. He's barely home nowadays. You didn't want to ask him because it's pointless - he came home, fell asleep and disappeared the next morning. You could only nod. He smiled and gave you a kiss before heading off to shower.

You took time to wash the plates. Sebastian came out in a set of clean shirt, jeans and his jacket. On his shoulder was his bagpack. He gave you a kiss goodbye before leaving. You were curious that you had to call his assistant.

"Movie? What movie? He's been free for three months now", said Sebastian's assistant. Why did he lie to you?

*

You walked out to get some groceries and your Tutti Fruitti Slurpee at 7-E. After grabbing the groceries, as you were walking towards 7-E, you passed by a restaurant and you wished you didn't walk here.

You saw Sebastian, with his arms wrapped around another woman. He was smiling; they were kissing, touching and hugging. God knows how long you stood there until you locked eyes with Sebastian. You ran back to the apartment.

Once arrived, you barricaded yourself in the bathroom and sank to the floor, crying. It has been two years since the wrist cutting. You met Sebastian through a mutual friend and he helped you through the pain and depression.

Two years - no more razors, scars or blood. You weren't expecting he would end your relationship this way. It wasn't supposed to end like this. HE wasn't supposed to be like this.

You cried and you fell asleep on the cold floor. When you woke up, you're still there. Decided not to mop, you packed your clothes and left. All the clothes and jewelleries that Sebastian gave you, you left them there. You headed towards your best friend's house in Brooklyn. When your best friend saw you, she just sighed.

"I told [mutual friend's name], you weren't ready for a relationship yet, but no one listens", said your best friend.

"Can I hide here?", you asked. Your best friend nodded and let you in.