The Sisterhood of Fangirls

Coma and Guilt

As Satan left me for now, I saw my sister on the ground in a coma.

All I could think was this is my fault. So I started to sing the song that I thought of as the unofficial song for us.

I got guns in my head and they won't go

Spirits in my head and they won't go

I got guns in my head and they won't go

Spirits in my head and they won't

I knelled down by her

I been looking at the stars tonight

And I think oh, how I miss that bright sun

I'll be a dreamer 'til the day I die

But they say oh, how the good die young

But we're all strange

And maybe we don't wanna change

I started to cry

I got guns in my head and they won't go

Spirits in my head and they won't go

I got guns in my head and they won't go

Spirits in my head and they won't go

But the gun still rattles

The gun still rattles, oh

I got guns in my head and they won't go

Spirits in my head and they won't go

I spent a lot of nights on the run

And I think oh, like I'm lost and can't be found

I'm just waiting for my day to come

And I think oh, I don't wanna let you down

Cause something inside has changed

And maybe we don't wanna stay the same

I got guns in my head and they won't go

Spirits in my head and they won't go

I got guns in my head and they won't go

Spirits in my head and they won't go

But the gun still rattles

The gun still rattles, oh

But the gun still rattles

The gun still rattles, oh

My voice started to break

And I don't want a never ending life

I just want to be alive while I'm here

And I don't want a never ending life

I just want to be alive while I'm here

And I don't want to see another night

Lost inside a lonely life while I'm here

Jason came and hugged me from behind

I got guns in my head and they won't go

Spirits in my head and they won't go

I got guns in my head and they won't go

Spirits in my head and they won't go

But the gun still rattles

The gun still rattles, oh

But the gun still rattles

The gun still rattles, oh

My voice was horse, and I was weeping, asking why did this happen to the 1 I loved as family.

I would sing this song everyday waiting for her to wake up and by night I hunted and killed, I was emotionless in what I did at night.

This was because of me so I took it all.