🌼The Rukh never lies🌼: 🌟Magi fanfiction - Judal X Reader 🌟

Magoi regeneration (Judal x reader Lemon!)

She still wasn't waking up, I looked up with tears in my eyes only to see everyone rushing to the King morons side, couldn't they see she was hurt way more than that fucking idiot!? I picked her up, got us on the carpet and we started back for the Kou empire. I was holding (y/n), I moved her hair out of her face and wiped the blood away from her nose. She was breathing so shallow, but at least she was breathing. All I could think about was why would she save me? All I am is a fallen magi who loves war, and worse using people. But when I look at her I feel like a whole other person, someone good. I hate her for that. I really hate her.  She looks at me like I could do no wrong, that I am a good man. I wish I could be that for her, but I can't, because that is not who I am. I should cut the cord, break her heart, and forget. After all, that is the magi who I am. I am dark, evil, mean, and fallen. I started to cry, I mean really cry, it's not acting it's real. I pull (y/n) closer to me and just listen. I can hear her tiny breaths, her heart, and the silence of her voice.

I got her to her room and Kougyuko was there with me, she changed (y/n) into a night outfit as I left the room. Once she was all set we got her fresh linens and waited, waited for her to wake. Kougyuko, Kouha, and Hakuryuu were there the whole time until they had to leave for bed, they all told stories to (y/n) because Kougyuko wanted her to know she was home with her family and everyone thought that was a great idea, they all were pretty annoying but it was for (y/n). Once they all were gone I was still sitting up against the right side of her bed where she was laying, I couldn't sleep or leave her until she would wake. I got up and looked at her, she was so quiet it really made me mad. I looked at her bandaged arm and grabbed her hand. I sat on the nearby chair and held her hand, I just looked at it. It was a very delicate hand with no wrinkles to be found. I leaned down to it and kissed her hand, moving her hand across my cheek, her hand was so soft and cool. I looked at her face to see if anything had happened, maybe a twitch of her lip? a flutter of her eye? but nothing. I put her hand down and noticed a book by her bed side, I looked at it, it was a leather cover with an engraving of a moon on it. I slowly opened it, only to reveal doodles and drawings. I was flipping through the book to find drawings of the royal siblings, the castle, a peach tree, and... me. I was stunned, I looked at the drawing and she had gotten every detail of me right, including the little scars I had scattered across my body, I don't even know how she knew they were there. They were so small and light you would have never known. I turned the page and saw a drawing of a town on fire. It was horrific, even for my taste, I kept turning and that is all that there was. Pages and pages of fires, people dying, limbs scattered, a black sky and eventually I got to a page where there was nothing but black. She always looked so happy, I never knew she had these images plaguing her mind. I put the book down and held her hand again, I felt my eyes get heavier and heavier.

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I woke up with a stiff body and ringing in my ears and moaned. I was about to sit up when I noticed Judal sitting next to my bed in a chair holding my hand. I squeezed his hand. He shot his head up, once he saw me his eyes went big and he jumped on top of me. He hugged me. When he realized what he was doing he slowly backed away, now sitting on my bed facing me. He looked at me and furrowed his eye brows, he brought his hand up to my face and wiped away tears falling from my eyes. "Why are you crying?" I hadn't even noticed myself cry until he wiped them away. "I didn't even know I was crying." I laughed a little, I couldn't help myself, the more I looked at him the more I wanted to. I fell into him and hugged him shakily, "I'm so happy you are ok." I said as more tears streamed down my face. "I love you, Judal" I don't know what I was expecting, but once he heard those words he pulled me away from him. I looked at him and I started to think he doesn't feel the same way, well I knew he didn't feel the same way but I couldn't keep it in. It wasn't until that night I saved him that I realized I loved him. He looked me over and I was sure he was going to laugh in my face, but he didn't. I was looking down at the sheets when he lifted my chin up and pulled me towards his face. His soft lips hit mine, he pulled me by my waist closer to him, I wrapped my legs around him as I straddled his lap, sinking into him. He gripped my waist tighter as I put my arms around his neck and kept kissing. He was such a good kisser, he knew exactly what he was doing. Our tongues collided as we deepened the kiss, with every breath we took the harder we kissed. It was so passionate, I could feel his hot breath against mine as our lips clashed, his hands digging into my hips. We were so close our chests melted into one another causing us to need more air to breathe.  All of a sudden we stopped, breathing heavily with our chests moving up and down at a speeded rate. I didn't want to let go of this. He looked into my eyes and smirked "I told you before (y/n) if you wanted to be on top of me, all you had to do was ask." I smirked back at him "I don't ask, I take what I want." With my words he pulled me back into our kiss, this time moving his hand to the back of my neck and  his mouth down to my jaw kissing the bone from my chin to the back, hitting my earlobe with his nose. he persisted down my neck sucking at every nerve he could get his mouth on until he hit a sweet spot and I let out a low moan. I felt his kiss become a smile as he started to kiss his way back up until he found my mouth again. His hand behind my neck tangling into my hair, the hand at my waist digging deeper and harder. He fell onto his back, bringing me with him, he put his hands around my waist bringing me fully on top of him, his hands sliding down to my thighs. He slowly strokes upward bringing my nightgown with him, clawing at my skin. Our kiss is explosive, we both crave more and more.... "SLAMMM" The bedroom door slams open to reveal Kouha, Koumei, Kougyuko and Hakuryuu. All of them looking at us with big smiles, and slowly waving at us. "I swear we weren't listening long!!" Kougyuko blurted out, covering her mouth. Judal and I sat back up with flushed cheeks and I covered myself with a blanket. "What do you mean by listening long!!" Judal exclaimed loudly. "Well you see," Koumei began, "we all wanted to make sure (y/n) was doing alright," he put his arm behind his head "and we were approaching when we heard you guys talking and kind of overheard some moaning and loud breathing..." Kouha took over. "Long story short we worried for nothing because (y/n) is doing better than ok, after all she takes what she wants." he said with a smirk, Judal screamed at them "GET THE FUCK OUT OF HERE YOU MESLEY IDIOTS." They all ran down the hall screaming afraid Judal would chase them down one by one. "You're cute when your angry Ju Ju." I said with a giggle