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(from the thing again)
Okay so today's my boy Keith's birthday. I love him n shit but I also relate to him a lot so yea. His birthday has obviously got me thinking. My birthday is next month on the 22nd, which led to more thinking.

I'll be 15. I'll start learning to drive and of course I'm in my freshman year of highschool. And my last birthday was fucking horrible. Not to mention, this year, my birthday is the day before Thanksgiving. I'm kind of scared for this year. I don't want to be left depressed again or to have it be shut down like last year. I just want to go ice skating and to watch a movie with Amelia. That's literally all I really want. I just feel like it won't happen. My luck seems to have diminished and I guess that's left me anxious. idk. that's also all i really have to say lmao

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