THE FIRST TIME I MET YOU (Matt Smith fanfiction) C O M P L E T E D

32. Stating tours and TARDIS proposals'

Matt was still thinking when he should pop the question. Well it was more of a where. He didn’t want to do something classic to propose to her. Matt wanted Mai to remember that day for the rest of her life.

The only problem is he has been thinking of a place for a month now and he was needed on set of Doctor Who for the Christmas special episode so going to Cardiff was going to make thing a little difficult.

Today was his last day in London and he was being woken up by the phones buzzing on his night stand. He started tapping on the night stand until he found it. It was a text massage.

Everything is ready the plane lives in a week. The tour bus will pick you up for the airport and I have arranged everything from food to dancers. I can’t wait to see you perform in front of the whole America. Call me. James

Tour? Mai didn’t say anything to him about a tour. He felt her shift to his side and looked at the woman lying next to him. She was awake and smiling to him but when she saw his strait face she lost the smile.

“Morning. Are you ok?” she asked a little panicked

“Do you have to tell me anything? Maybe that you are going to America for a tour?” she looked shocked at him

“How do you know that? Who told you?” Matt looks at her

“Nobody I grabbed your phone by mistake and I read James’s massage. How could you not tell me this?” he asked

“Because it was not sure it was going to happened and I knew this would upset you.” She told him slowly

“Yeah. You are dam right I’m upset.” He told her with a disappointed face

“What is so wrong about me trying to make this tour work for me.” She said a little upset about how he was acting

“What’s wrong is that you hid it from me. In fact you lied about it too. I wouldn’t do that to you.” He started slowly

“Matt this isn’t about you. This is about me. It’s about my career.” She said to him determent

“So you are just going to go? Would you have told me about it?” he asked

“Yes I’m going and of course I would have told you.” She says

“You’d be gone for how long. Six months right?” at that she just nodded her head “Without me.” He finished

“Matt pleas don’t make this about us.” He shakes his head as she says those words

“How is this not about us? You live for six months that can as well be the end of our relationship. You will met some hansom young guy and the next thing I’ll know is I’m out of the picture and your life.” Mai just pulls a hand throe her hear

“You don’t know that.” She said slowly looking at him with kind eyes

“Yes I do. Because you know how is goes and you didn’t think about including me in that decision or maybe you did think about the but you chose to ignore it. Now if you ask me that says so little about us.” He gets out of bed getting dressed and picking his bag filled with clouts for the floor.

He lives the apartment living her alone in the bed and with the thought of him in her mind.

He thinks about the whole thing on his way to Cardiff and the thought about her living him was not something he was willing to bare with.

She was alone now. Cursing to James for sending her that massage she wanted to blame it on him but this was all her. She wanted to go tours were her life she was a singer and this was a huge opportunity for her she could not let that go by just because he doesn’t like it or thinks that she will live him.