Secrets & Lies

Next Level|14

"So...you fuck him yet?"

My eyes widened at the question I got from Kayla. "Girl what? He's fine, he's respectful, and he's an overall good dude. Plus your parents love him. He checks out in all categories on the good dude scale." She shrugged. "What more confirmation do you need?"

"Oh I don't know, how about a deep connection? Or love maybe?" Jace, my other good friend, shrugged sarcastically. Kayla rolled her eyes and shook her head. "You care about him?" Kayla asked.

"Yes of course, it's going on five months that we've been together." I said. "Y'all have a connection?" Jace asked. "I'd like to think so." I nodded.

"Do you feel like you're ready?" Kayla asked. I took a second to think before nodding. "I mean...sure. If things led up to that I'd be down."

"Well there you go!" Kayla said and clasped her hands together triumphantly.  "But..."

"Oh boy here we go."

"But I still feel like he's kinda holding back from me. I just can't help but feel like he's not telling me something."

"Why don't you ask him?" Jace asked. "I did. He assured me everything was fine but everyone has a tale when they aren't telling the truth."

"Try to get the truth out of him. Preferably before you have sex with him." Kayla advised. I nodded and relaxed as the three of us sat in the sauna.

"So...has he brought it up?" Jace asked. "He throws out a little joke here and there but has never asked for it." I shrugged.

"He's really polite and patient so nine times out of ten he's waiting for you to make that move." Kayla said. "I agree. "If you want maybe you should test the waters a bit. Tease him maybe. Orals always good to get the sexual juices flowing." Jace advised.

"Yeah that would be good. But only do it if you want to. From what I can tell, I can't see him pressuring you for more but you know him better than I do." Kayla chimed in.

"What if it hurts so bad I start bleeding?" I asked. "Only you would think of some shit like that." Jace said after shaking his head. "You'll be fine! It's not gonna end up like that frat part from junior year." Kayla insisted.

In our junior year at MIT, Kayla and I visited her home town of Hampton, Virginia and attended a frat party. I'd met this guy and I was pretty determined to lose my virginity but when the time came and he tried to get up in there I thought I was gonna split in half. It was not my finest moment.

"I sure as hell hope not." Jace muttered.

***

A few hours later Javier picked me up from my house. Kayla picked out the sexiest thing she could find in my closet after forcing me to spend five hours in the spa earlier.

"You look sexy!" Kayla exclaimed. I was adorned in a spaghetti strap cropped too with tassels and the matching skirt. If you asked me it was a bit revealing but it wasn't as crazy as some of the things I've seen people wear. She paired it with clear high heels and made sure I put on a little Fenty body lava.

"I agree!" Jace shouted from downstairs. He hadn't even seen what I was wearing yet. I heard a knock at the front door and thankfully Jace answered it. "Hurry up! Your boyfriends here!" Jace shouted.

"She's coming!" Kayla screeched. "Well not yet." She said quietly to me. I rolled my eyes but laughed at her terrible joke anyway.

I put on my heels and headed downstairs. "I'm ready!" I exclaimed as I got to the last step. Javier and Jace both turned to me and stared with their mouths agape.

"Why y'all looking at me like that?" I asked. "You two are just too beautiful people. I can't even deal." Jace said dramatically.

I chuckled as he walked off mumbling about how Javier and I would make beautiful babies. "Ay mamita, you look beautiful." Javier said finally.

"And you look stunningly handsome." I grinned. "You don't think it's too much right?" I asked.

"I do wish it was longer but you look great, so I like it." He said.

"And you don't want me to change or anything right?" I asked. "No, I'd never try to control what you wear unless it was...como se dice extravagante?"

"You could use extravagant, excessive, eccentric, or outrageous."

"Right! If it was very excessive I'd have a problem with it." He said.

Noted.

"You ready to go?" He asked. "Yes sir." I said. I waved at my friends and followed Javier out.

After driving for a while we arrived at this hookah/dance lounge. Javier opened my door and led me inside. Inside the lights were low and there were plenty of people. Spanish music was playing and lots of people were on the dance floor dancing effortlessly to the beat.

"Come on, let's dance."

I followed Javier and allowed him to show me some dance moves. We spent about two hours there just laughing and having fun. I couldn't have expected anything less. By the end of the night Javier and I ended up in the bath together smoking a blunt, reminiscing on our childhood. "Growing up wasn't always easy. Great family, just took a while for us to really get ourselves together as a unit." I shrugged as I passed him the blunt.

"I hear you. I usually felt like an only child since Evangeline and I have different mothers. We got it together though." He responded. He took a hit and let the smoke filter out like a thick cloud.

"I feel that. I have a different dad than the rest of my brothers and I always kinda felt like the odd man out."

"So your older brother and younger brothers have the same dad?"

I nodded and took another drag. "In that file from a while ago...was it really just surprise plans?" I asked. He nodded slowly. "Yeah. I made the file initially as a background check, something my lawyer advices me to do, as a precautionary type of thing. But I know you're no threat to me so now I just use it to store plans for your birthday and stuff."

"Why would you have to do a background check on me? How would I pose a threat?" I asked with a look of pure confusion on my face. "I background check nearly everyone I come in contact with. It's a cold world you never know who's just using you these days."

I understood. Through my clouded mind, I understood what he was saying and I took little offense to his initial actions.

"Come 'ere." He said lowly. I obliged without hesitation. Now I was kneeling in front of him between his legs and he was leaned back. He took another hit and kissed me softly before blowing the smoke into my slightly parted lips.

"You're not mad at me are you?"

I shook my head no and after that it was a full on make out. I scooted closer to him as he kissed my neck and trailed his hands down my body to finally settle on my butt. As things got more heated we got more excited.

As a measure of good teasing I pulled away from him and got out of the bathtub to get into the shower. I closed the shower door behind me and stood under the warm water. The sound of a random song by HER drifted in the background and I sung along until Javier joined me.

"Que rica." He mumbled in my ear. He pushed my hair off of my neck and placed gentle kisses on my neck.

Restraint was not a factor after that. I turned and kneeled in front of him. His eyes widened because he knew what was about to go down. "You sure you wanna do that? You don't have to do that." He said shyly.

I smiled up at him and wrapped my hand around his already erect penis. "Do you want me to?" I asked. He blinked and nodded. "Y-yes."

"Do you want to?" He asked. "Yes." And so I started with the tip.