My heart stopped.
"What do you me-"
"Andy you know exactly what I mean." Rye whispered. I slid off of Rye and stood up. Rye followed my action and stood in front of me.
"Who with?" I asked with clenched fists. Rye looked at the floor.
"Rye, who with?" I said more sternly. Rye sighed.
"Carrie." He mumbled, scratching the back of his neck. He still wouldn't look up. I let out a deep breath.
"How long?" I folded my arms across my chest. Rye stayed silent.
"Rye." I raised an eyebrow. Rye sighed once again.
"A few weeks..." He murmured and I felt my heart drop a little.
"How long is a 'few'?" My voice began to crack. I saw the hesitation in his face.
"Three weeks." He stated, finally looking up. I nodded as tears formed in my eyes.
"So the same amount of time we've been going out." I rubbed my hand down my face.
"I'm so stupid." I muttered. Rye tried to comfort me.
"Don't." I glared and he back off.
"Andy you're not stu-
"Yes I fucking am, Ryan. I fell for it. I fell for it all. You were just playing with my emotions. You never really cared for me. You never really loved me. Your just liar." I stated and Rye hung his head.
"Does Carrie know?" I whispered and Rye shook his head.
"Are you planning on telling her?" I asked and he didn't move.
"So you weren't worried about losing me, but you don't want to lose Carrie, do you?" I asked and Rye sighed.
"Andy no, that's not what I meant-"
"Well what did you mean, Rye? What other meanings are there?" I felt tears rolling down my face.
"You know what? I'm done with this. I'm done with you." Rye looked up with a frown.
"What do you mean?" He questioned. I took a deep breath.
"I'm going to close my eyes... count down from five... and when I open my eyes...
... you'd better be gone." I stated."Andy you can't be serious-" I ignored him and closed my eyes.
"5."
"Andy-"
"4."
"Andy please-"
"3." I heard a sigh and feet shuffling.
"2." Silence.
"1." I heard the front door slam shut. I opened my eyes, and collapsed onto his bed, crying.
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down from five ✔randy
Fanfiction"I'm going to close my eyes... count down from five... and when I open my eyes... ... you'd better be gone." #1 in roadtrip 10/06/19