Let me learn my lesson

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I have commitment issues and yearn to have that feeling in a relationship 

I can't imagine myself in a long relationship

I know I will be the one to mess things up

It's not fair to him... 

...

The physical contact I desire and friendship I desperately wish for 

Maybe

Perhaps, friends with benefits will fill this void 

No commitment whatsoever and 

I can hug, cuddle, kiss whenever I please and 

Don't have to worry about the complications like in relationships

Because he's not mine

I'm considering it

But I know the consequences 

I'm ready for them

I'm ready to be naive

For the sake of filling this void

Let me learn my lesson and possibly 

I'll see love in a new light where

My commitment issues will disappear 

I might be able to love myself a little more

And

Take a chance at love again...

- I can't wait

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