Star-Crossed in Parallel Lines

Why I want to live in cliche animes

I live for cliche animes

Why?

Because no one even dares to do something cliche anymore

It's cringy yeah

It hurts the heart because its been done so many times

But because of that, no one does it anymore

And no one does anything whatsoever

Because complimenting your friend

Saying you love them

Having that homey feeling with

All your friends laughing together

At the campfire

Beach

Party

Is cliche

And, I yearn for it

And I want to get rid of the pain I feel when cliches ever happen in reality

Because I yearn for cliches every time I watch it happen

A group of friends you can call your

Family

Same goes for cliche romance. 

I love watching people in romance anime actually try to do something about their love life oppose to people who don't do anything whatsoever because they would rather 

Wait

A sense of actually achieving something in life

It's cliche yeah, but

Would you even do something? Anything at all? 

No one does anyway, we just wait

If you actually like someone don't treat your feelings half-heartedly 

I get inspiration from cliche romance anime regardless of how cheesy they can be

It just proves to me how much I lack 

The confidence

And how much I try to wait for my crushes in the past to do something

But if I ever do like someone now

I would try, and not wait

If I'm in competition with anyone, I'll fight

I won't treat my feelings as if they aren't worth anything

Even if it hurts and I may do something cliche,

I hope I'll meet someone who loves me regardless of how cliche I might turn out

Because I want to be that girl who actually takes her love life seriously 

And actually try to improve if I ever do love someone 

Why do I want to live in cliche animes?

Because I have the drive to do something, to have the family I yearn, to have the love I desire,

To really care about someone so deeply

It'll hurt me so much

But I can't do that here...

                            ~Please let me meet an anime character irl who genuinely wants to care regardless of how messed up our generation is. Not because I want to marry you, but because I want to care and stop being afraid. And change...