To all the ones I'm leaving behind

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I've had too much of you

Too much of your presence

That I almost forgot about me

How much I needed time

For me

I was lost in the thoughts of us

Lost

I need to come back

To who I am

If it means

Destroying it all to the very last spec

So be it

Because, my feelings were uncontrollable

And unidentifiable

To the point where

Even as someone who's self aware as I am

Could not generate a conclusion

.

I'm not afraid of change

Something I realized about myself

So here's me to you

One on one

No holding back

My tears onto your cheeks

My heart in your hands

I'm going to run away

I don't know when I'll be back

But someday

I'll return refreshed

And new

Perhaps less stubborn than I am

It'll hurt like a bitch

But if it changes me at the very least

Or hits a sore spot that was needed for me to discover

And fix

I'll make sure to come back...

And tell you all about it

~I will fall in love with change...
And so will you

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