I've had too much of you
Too much of your presence
That I almost forgot about me
How much I needed time
For me
I was lost in the thoughts of us
Lost
I need to come back
To who I am
If it means
Destroying it all to the very last spec
So be it
Because, my feelings were uncontrollable
And unidentifiable
To the point where
Even as someone who's self aware as I am
Could not generate a conclusion
.
I'm not afraid of change
Something I realized about myself
So here's me to you
One on one
No holding back
My tears onto your cheeks
My heart in your hands
I'm going to run away
I don't know when I'll be back
But someday
I'll return refreshed
And new
Perhaps less stubborn than I am
It'll hurt like a bitch
But if it changes me at the very least
Or hits a sore spot that was needed for me to discover
And fix
I'll make sure to come back...
And tell you all about it
~I will fall in love with change...
And so will you

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