Oblivion

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You've left me in a state where

My vision is lapsing and distorting

My thoughts about you are undefined

It's difficult to say when we have this barrier between us

I'd like to break it at some point and see the side of you

The vulnerable side

Why?

I just want to be closer to you

...

You've been on my mind

More so in an unhealthy matter

I'd be wondering where you are

If you're happy

If you're alone or with friends

You just never leave

You haunt me

And... you scare me

Yet I don't mind it

...

I'm in a time where

My wounds are still fresh

My heart is still healing

But I think about you way more

Than I ever did about him

Perhaps it's because I talked to you more

...

As for what I want from us

All the things I didn't say say to you

Will be here

Hand holding

Hugs

Seeing you outside of school

Sushi date

Best friends

Teasing

Poking

Laughing

Genuine wholesome cheesy memories that you'd probably hate but I'd cherish

...

Floating Questions

Do you ever think about me and wonder if I'm ok?

How do you feel when you think about me?

Are you really happy when I talk to you?

Are you sure you really like me and you aren't confused?

Are you able to wait a bit? 

Can you take us seriously?

~polarizing personalities meeting together somehow... us in nutshell

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