You've left me in a state where
My vision is lapsing and distorting
My thoughts about you are undefined
It's difficult to say when we have this barrier between us
I'd like to break it at some point and see the side of you
The vulnerable side
Why?
I just want to be closer to you
...
You've been on my mind
More so in an unhealthy matter
I'd be wondering where you are
If you're happy
If you're alone or with friends
You just never leave
You haunt me
And... you scare me
Yet I don't mind it
...
I'm in a time where
My wounds are still fresh
My heart is still healing
But I think about you way more
Than I ever did about him
Perhaps it's because I talked to you more
...
As for what I want from us
All the things I didn't say say to you
Will be here
Hand holding
Hugs
Seeing you outside of school
Sushi date
Best friends
Teasing
Poking
Laughing
Genuine wholesome cheesy memories that you'd probably hate but I'd cherish
...
Floating Questions
Do you ever think about me and wonder if I'm ok?
How do you feel when you think about me?
Are you really happy when I talk to you?
Are you sure you really like me and you aren't confused?
Are you able to wait a bit?
Can you take us seriously?
~polarizing personalities meeting together somehow... us in nutshell

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Poetry-Poetry -Quotes -Scenarios -Imaginaries -A piece of my heart ( and limb ) -A key to my inner most disturbing thoughts -The passage to my sanctuary Still want to enter? Good luck, I'm currently undergoing a mission to finally understand the wilde...