A Long-Term Project

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I've given up on friends

Games

Work

Motivation

Stories

Hobbies

But, for some reason no matter what the circumstances

Despite all my mood swings and all the ups and downs

I can't give up on me

I'm always trying to tweak myself

To reach a point where I'm happy with who I am

This is probably why I'm too scared to kill myself

I've become so engrossed of improving myself

That suicide is like

Throwing all my hard work away into a pit of fire

I'm still trying to unlock the wildest parts of me

Little by little, over the course of these past months, I can't really evaluate myself just yet

This project I'm doing

Project "Me"

Will continue for the rest of my life

Let see what happens

~I wish someone could "analyze me to death"

I smiled with these thoughts implanted in my head under a shade on a rainy day after school

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