Restrained

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We're stranded in sea

Kept together by our words that we want to believe in

Lost with the crashing waves tormenting our naive minds

I can't resolve my own feelings by keeping them in

From hurting you

So these storm clouds I'm building relay my crazy emotions on rough waves and

Hopes of drowning

How badly I wanted to choose you

But communication is key

I know you're afraid

But taking the risk

Taking the chance

Though it may backfire

I just want you to try at least

Or this void inside me will keep growing

Stop biting your tongue

Stop shadowing your eyes

Stop trying to

Only think of me

That's why I want to understand you

Tell me what goes inside your complex mind

Don't try to say things that may only satisfy me

It kills to have a door shut in front of you multiple times

When you've tried so hard

...

I know you want to be strong in front of me

Be the best person you can be

Seem like you're perfect

Be the guy of my dreams

By throwing all your flaws aside so I can only see

Your beauties

But that's not what love is

It's okay...

To be vulnerable

To be weak

To feel powerless

With me

Because I accept all that

So please...

Open the door...

Show me who you really are

Even if you're afraid

I want you to take the chance

That way

You can grow and be stronger

And I can really

Choose you.

~you fell in love with my flaws, insecurities and beauties, that's why you think I'm perfect. You think I deserve perfect so you hide yourself away?

...

How badly I just want to hit you with my own barehands to show you

I don't want perfect, I want you

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