Redo
Reset
Restart
Re-
Re?
Remorse?
Regret?
Remove?
...
Running away without a trace is intriguing
But I guess I'm stuck here
To deal with everything head on
I'm a coward when I say running away would be my only source of solace
It hurts
Why?
I have everything I could possibly have
Do I want more?
I'm getting more greedy by the second
My heart is aching
Churning inside...
It's what I get for starting something
I wasn't prepared for
I threw myself in
When my emotions were at its peak
And now
When I'm grounded
I can't see straight
What did I just do?
Why?
Did I forget who I was?
Why I thought things differently?
Why I was so paranoid?
If I were to break everything
I can't run away
I have to be here
To pick up the pieces
Try to mend what I started
And
Move on...
Like I always do
It worsens the more I
Repeat the same mistakes
Do I ever learn?
Not when I'm controlled by my emotions
I'm in an infinite cycle of
Moving on
Possibly hurting
Killing the other person
And smiling as if
Thinking I could get stronger and wiser
But really
I don't...
That's the cruel fact of me
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
...
I'm sorry?
Does it even work anymore?
...
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