"Ight Mario take it easy fam"I said dapping him up.Thats my cousin.
"Yo mama gone be mad we came in this late"he said.
"She ain't my mama"I said
"Wait before I go,do I look high"I said dying of laughter
"I'm not even gone answer that lol"he said.
"If I call you ima need a excuse"I said as I was closing his car door.
"I got you"he said as he was pulling off.
I stumbled in the house and turned the light on.I was about to sneak upstairs but my step mom was sitting at the table staring at me with a stern look.
"Hey Ma"I said trying to hold in my laugh.
"It's past 12 Jazmine,where have you been"she said.
"With Mario"I said
"He's a bad influence on you"she said
"No he's not"I said getting angry.
"What are you wearing,how are you getting the money for all this stuff"she said.
"I told you I do YouTube videos"I said annoyed.
"You need a real job"she said
"And you need to shut the fuck up"I said
"That's it Jazmine,tomorrow I'm calling your father to talk some sense into you"she said
"Okay am I supposed to be scared"I said as I walked in my room.
I closed the door and started frantically going through my drawers.I didn't see my journal which means my stepmom been lurking.I hope she didn't read it, cause I know she gone tell my dad that I'm gay. I also wrote down about how much money I make from YouTube down . I make a lot of money and I don't want her knowing. I'm 19 and she won't let me move out. Like damn I'm practically grown.I got some clothes out to take my shower and about 30 minutes later I finally took my shower.I got out an outfit for tomorrow.On Sundays I normally wake up super early to dip before she can make me go to church.Cause them mfs think they can pray the gay away.Since I've been making my own money,I buy pricy stuff like Supreme,Bape, and some other big names. I went to sleep thinking about life.They gone have to accept the fact I do what I want and who I want.
The Next Morning
I woke up early as always.I was putting on my jeans as I was brushing my teeth.I put my headband on and threw on my shirt.I slid on my GUCCI slides and put my Jordan's in my MCM bag.I was tip toeing downstairs and I stopped near the kitchen because I heard talking.My stepmom was on the phone whispering.
"Something is wrong with her"she said.
"You need to come get her"she said
"She's not your little girl anymore,she's a boy"she said.
There was no way I could sneak out now.But hey it was still worth a try.I tried walking straight out the door.
"You're not leaving so sit down.Breakfast is in the fridge"she said
"Why can't I leave"I said
"Because we're going to church"she said.
"Nahhh you going to church"I said.
"You need this,they can help you"she said
"Help me with what?"I asked
"Jesus said man is supposed to like woman"she said
"It was also mentioned in the Bible that you can't have sex before marriage and that you aren't supposed to have piercings because it represents idol Gods.Right?I said
"Why you so silent,cat got your tongue?"I said
"Eat that damn food and put on your church clothes"she said
"Who you cursing at Crystal?I said laughing
She stood up like she was going to hit me.So I stood up and I got in her face.
"What" I said squaring up with her.
"You're a child Jazmine,I'm not going to fight you"she said
"O" I said and I rolled my eyes.
"This is what Im wearing to church"I said
"I'm leaving now so hurry up"she said
"You were the sweetest child I've ever met before you graduated,what happened"she said
"You" I mumbled
I don't like being this rude person.But I'm grown and she needs to accept it.She like 7 years older than me.Im moving out soon, maybe even next week.I got a meeting to go to later on about my channel.Im meeting with some lady named Janae that's interested in being my manager.I hope we can work something out. I wanna meet some new youtubers.
