-unedited⛈
4 Weeks later
4:00p.m
"Bae this the fifth time I called this week and every time you throwing up!Are you good"Trey asked me.To Be honest hell Nah.I just don't feel good.
"I'm okay,I guess."I said in between hurls.While Trey is on tour I'm over a toilet pouring my insides out.
"Jazz you're clearly not okay.Did you eat seafood or something?"he asked me.Why would I eat that to get sick on purpose when I got a baby here with me.
"No Trey I didn't eat any seafood.Im not finna get sick when I have Ar'mani here"I choked back a round.
"Where is she?Can I speak to her?"he asked me all thoughtful and stuff.He is a good dad.
"I layed her in her crib,she probably sleep but hold on"I let another round go in the toilet before I swallowed it.Ew
I got off of my knees and grabbed my phone.I walked in my room and switch the camera around so he can see her.She up.
"Hey Ar'mani.Daddy's been thinking about you ever since I left.Everyone wants to see you.I miss you and your mommy"he said to her and she smiled.
"Awe Trey she misses you too"I said with my voice cracking a little because something finna come up.
"Sorry to spoil the moment b-"I ran back in the bathroom and more stuff started flowing out of my mouth.Oh my god
"Jazz in all seriousness,I think you need to take a pregnancy test"he said with a very serious voice.
"No,no,no.I can't be pregnant.I don't wanna be pregnant again"I let tears slip from my eyes.The most emotional nine months of my life.
"Jazz take a test.Please"he asked me.This really killed my mood for the whole day.
"Jazz when was your last p-"I cut him off.I don't want no damn baby.I mean I love the one I have but I don't want another one.
"Trey please stop talking to me about pregnancy."I cried.He looked at me with a real sympathetic look.
"Jazz what else could it be?You didn't eat no damn seafood.Plus you ain't been going out Fr so I know you couldn't get a big or something so what is it"he asked me.
"Trey did you pull out"I asked him.
"I think so.I wore a condom"he said.Trey hates condoms.So either wore a bare skin or pulled out.Or he didn't
"Trey which time.You took it off the sec-"he cut me off with a heavy ass sigh that was uncalled for.I don't want a damn baby and I hope I'm not pregnant.
"Jazz that was almost a month ago so you should be showing even if it's a little pudge."he said to me.I lifted my shirt but I didn't see much of a difference.
"Why don't you want another baby"he asked me.I'nm too young to have 2 kids at 22.I just had a baby and I want my body to regulate and adjust before having another one.
"One is enough"my voice croaked and I let out another round in the toilet.Lord be with me.
"Jazz did you have sex with someone else"he asked me.My eyes bucked in disbelief.He really accusing me of cheating now.Wowww
